Faith, hope and love (:

Saturday, April 30, 2011,4/30/2011 10:13:00 PM

tmr shall be my first time serving in Rock Kidz and God, pls give me the strength and wisdom to commit in every of ur way, guiding and watching over me! Young lives being nurtured and shaped, so cool! :D
heavy PI and MRP load, but IM GONA OVERCOME U TWO SOSO SOON.
DON'T SLEEP/GIVE UP JUST YET, JULIA, JIAYOU!!

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Sunday, April 24, 2011,4/24/2011 12:27:00 AM

Sometimes trying so hard to hold on so tightly to it, when I realize it wasn't even mine at the start. These Grasping for the wind is making me go nowhere abt this as much as I'm trying hard to let go. Julia~!!
I must master the skill of compartmentalizing my thoughts n feelings!

On a lighter note, met dayi n karenjiejie fr breakfast, then met jiejie n i's baby sitter- auntie n Joreen jiejie 10yrs since fr lunch.seeing auntie who has turned 73 who once carried me, fetch me bak hm, massaging my many blue blacks fr fighting n injury in e past, saying 'panlai' etc, her eyes nv grew dim, n are r ever filled with zest and love n compassion. I'm so thankful n touched, I wish I could stay tgt with auntie agn. miss childhood days so much.

Den dinner buffet with Xinni Yuhong Chengyu Alfino junbo. Met Joreen jiejie at ramen culture agn!so happy!! Haha. Walked a v short journey down marina bay aft that. Shall reserve the rest of the walk with someone else next time!

Gdnite!

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Saturday, April 23, 2011,4/23/2011 11:31:00 PM

almost everyone around me are yearning for a bf or gf or alr found 1. God... why do these ppl happen to be all around me? ~~
and it's so hard to find someone in this world whom we can truly love and to be loved by
to even feel this way, i know you're alr reminding me to fix my eyes on u, and your ways may not be what i hope for, but i know it's definitely the best plan instored for me! Let me be totally secured by your great great ultimate love i can ever ask for, and to use this youth to grow in you and follow your path set for me.
This phase of life is bringing in so much temptation to do things according to my will or temporal satisfaction, but pls let me nt be distracted by those stuffs that are gona come by day and gone by night (you know them) and keep me on the right track!
julia, u endured 1 week alr! keep going, and you can do it with His strength :D

and i realise those ppl i rly look to in the past are... ~~ ): open their eyes and their heart once again for u lord!
i've made this commitment to submit to you, let it be now, and forever.

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Saturday, April 16, 2011,4/16/2011 11:17:00 PM

julia, julia, julia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really don't understand you at times, and there's so much more for me to learn about you!

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Monday, April 4, 2011,4/04/2011 12:15:00 AM

Acquaintances VS True frens?

Learning to not let feelings,which is temporal, to rule my heart n mind. and I guess the only way to do so is to turn my eyes away from self, focus on your way. Daddy God u r with me n for me<3!

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