Faith, hope and love (:

Friday, December 31, 2010,12/31/2010 11:58:00 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!:D 2011 SHALL BE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD! REVIEWING 2010...

Most ppl seem to be in a party mood and getting themselves all high counting down, n was supposed to go to marina bay with my family for countdown, but ends up no, supposed to go to east coast park with my cousins, but my sis doesnt want. so... ended up playing frisbee with my sis at home!MY SIS IS THE BEST SIS/FRIEND/GOD-SENT<3

looking back, 2010 has been such an eventful year i so miss! A simple RVian, yet God just poured so so much favour upon me!
First, thanks to hanying for recommending me as 4K's chairperson, to allow me to be exposed to so much opportunities such as SC camp(the most most impactful and fun camp i ever attend planned by JJC), being Fam I's fam head tgt with bryan, P6 LCD camp, RVFM n so forth! but my results are the worst this year, devoting so much time to other areas lol, time to buck up in 2011! most imptly, Without God, i am NOTHING.

made really alot of friends this year - cute vball juniors, SCs, FUN, AYLC facs and participants, thru camps and events etc.

shall zoom in to individuals who made 2010 so different:
1. God!
2. My lovely, precious mummy!
3. My sister<3
4. My dad! dayi, sanyi, MJJ, KJJ, presley, audrey, royroy, darryl, auntie!
5. Kwan & Lois
6. Jerian & Tingzhen
7. Ziyu, siannee, joyce, gen, jiayu, gina waimun
8. 4K'10 <3!
9. lihui, kaiping, rae, heping, yifei, joshua tay, danish, LG, yude etc!
10. hanyun & dulcia
11. TieNing, Yilin
12. all teachers who guided me!
13. everyone else:D

personal msg:
LJS: Kwan Lois
sisters! thanks for being there through the hardest time that really change my perspective about life, and im still keeping the cards u guys gave to encourage me (the doraemon drawn-lois, the verses n words-kwan) lol.

KWAN:
truly appreciate the prayers u led during times i couldn't hold back my tears at the rooftop and also tears of joy outside the classroom,the long long hours of talking pushing a trolley in NTUC w/o buying anything, walking around jp agn n agn as u eat ur choco cone so often n i drink my bubble tea almost everyday, joining ur cell grp for sports day, talking on the phone, intercessions, planning bday ah etc, i rly enjoy talking to you abt anything and everything. thanks for not being so judgemental and accepting, seeing the pros in God's children, stepping down to people's level to understand and listen to their problems even though you may nt have a solution, caring abt others whether they r close to u or not, and most imptly, teachable and humble! (so much to learn from!) you may not outstand within a group, but in fact, His glory radiates from within you that i cant help, but be in awe of our daddy God's work in your life(: I'm so thankful seeing Him pulling you through the conflicts, relationship, being a LGL esp, and making u less blur~ hah you r someone i'm gona miss rly v v badly, but i know, we will still have to carry the cross and follow the path He has carved out for each of us. touch lives and strive to not just speak words, but carry them out and keep shining! seeing you mature each day, love you XKK, keep shining!

LOISYYY:
from the day u lost your EZ-link card crying on the bus, and helping u to call benson to help, to tdy, being the person who go out the most often with me! i bet u enjoy the many hours tgt heehee;) anw rly see the change in u within 2yrs, from a girl who is quite vulnerable, don't voice out, super gentle, to someone who i find becoming more n more like me lol. pls dont blame me abt the auntie part, cuz i believe u r alr this way, just tat others didnt see many sides of u previously! sry for making u cry everytime during our HTHTs where i pt. out diff tings, but u know i meant well(: i treat u exactly the way my sis treats me, and u always remind me of myself when i was with lihui in sec 1&2! being quiet and shy lol~ enjoyed i cant figure out why can we be that close and never fail to thank God for bringing we 3 tgt. (btw i was sudd reminded abt the time i said u guys been thru joy, tears and blood tgt- when u all were making my big bday card which cut ur finger, + the incident in tiong bahru plaza's kopitiam:S:S) enjoyed taking care of u like my xiao mei mei, scolding the guys who disturb you, teaching self-defence methods, figuring out weird vulgarities ppl scold, discovering the 'lost of ur clothes', so many incidents i cant count. n the cambodia trip we managed to go tgt finally! thanks for accompanying me so many times when im supposed to go out with that person alone yet im super shy, and i know u didnt wana go at all, but for me, u still did heh. don't conform to what others say and make a stand, and be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger:D thanks for the prettily-drawn ikea jar and, dont cry like you did on 30/12! im still there whenever you need a listening ear or someone to rant to, and this isnt sth cliche, but u know i mean it. always put others b4 self, God is proud of you, and i love you(:

FUN: Lois Jerian Tingzhen
u guys are just sooooo.... AWESOME<3 i really love the times spent tgt doing anything, esp when exam period was close lol. got alot of scoldings from my sis for going out so often and etc, yet i still love going out with u all:D u guys rly brought fun and laughter, n sry that i exposed so much bad habits and for being so unglam and myself with u guys! i guess we came tgt aft the yr4 vball chalet where i became better friends with jerian aft night cycling at ECP, started talking and planning to do last min LA hmk tgt! since i was v shy as usual, we called along a guy and a girl who were last min homeworkers too each, and we roamed around clark quay, then creating our 'who wants to be a millionaire' video at BK!

Jerian:
TYO! as i told you before, i once viewed you as those super famous and distant friend i knew by name, and nv imagined becoming friends with. n my perspective of u changed totally aft the vball chalet till tdy! anw i think you r the person i talk to the longest accumulatively in my whole life on the phone so far. everyday during the exam period other than physics paper and when u are bored(= alot of times)! you taught me alot abt diff theories and views learnt from your egoistic personality. i rmb u saying that you are God, and i must respect every religion. i duno whether to comment or laugh LOLOL. thanks for making the effort in restraining your sick jokes or umpteen vulgarities for us (xin ku ni le lol!), and i rly admire your egoism despite ultra suan-ings abt your pimples etc, which made me insensitive at times.. and behind your outward factors, i appreciate you just the way you are!(: you may seem super sociable or f_ _ _ _ (the word i thought was fatty:S) , but i find u a genuine and honest guy friend i can approach whenever i need, thanks for everything (other than the fact that you think i'm your MAID!)

Tingzhen
ttz! you always have so much energy and enthusiasm within you - singing and dancing whenever wherever. i rmb that night you made me laugh so much in ZG's house and times when we all go out tgt. you have the courage to say out your jokes no matter how cold it is, yong qi ke jia! behind your hyper side, you r in fact a gd listener abt personal stuffs, and you r quite thoughtful and mature~! it'll be btr if u remove your earphones when u r out... sry for pissing you with words i spoke too quickly w/o being sensitive ok, and as i said, tell me personally and dont just let the matter rest w/o saying alright! w/o you in fun clique, i believe we wouldnt have so much fun tgt as well as the HTHTs(: pls get ur driving license soon and drive us all next time! let's jiayou tgt no matter what next yr might take us to, and i believe you would do great, ttz! theres loadsa potential within u such as memorizing the whole san zi jin, rattling cantonese tai2 ci2, conversing in hokkien tgt, etc, thanks for changing suntec vouchers too :D:D hope you r back from marina sq by now n that u manage to catch the train despite buying ur macs icecream, n im still gona nag at you to slp early everyday yooo! when u need to find someone to talk, rmb you have a friend and clique out here for u!

will continue abt the rest other time(:

2011 resolutions:
1. In tough times, never give up on God, and do not be people-pleasing, but God-pleasing! let others see God's work in me!
( be joyful in hope, patient in afflictions, faithful in prayer!!)

2. *Family as priority!

3. Guard my heart. not let emotions rule my mind and decisions, pray before committing into anything

4. Not place relationships/guys/etc before God and rush into 1.

5. Appreciate everyone/everything i have right now, and be rejoice for whatever a day may bring

6. stop procrastinating! be on task

7. PUNCTUALITY. NO EXCUSES

8. less facebook, resist the temptation of going out to play, but mug more!

9. keep the passion to serve and learn, gain experience for future ambition!(:

10. Be humble*, teachable and receptive.

Life is never easy, esp., committing it to God, but only those who walk through the narrow gate shall see LIFE!

life in 5R'11 ahead... hoping for the best!

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