Faith, hope and love (:

Monday, March 28, 2011,3/28/2011 07:38:00 PM

28/3/11. AWESOME DAY:DD

sustained the day with 1.5hrs of slp aft preparing ah loisss' gift n dng CSE body para. not a v pleasant morning and also had quite a bad premonition, so prayed that i'm able to sustain and to overcome whatever is to come, physically or emotionally. some incidents happened which im sure that in my natural self, i would have felt outrageously pissed and start reasoning it out with others, but to my amaze, i felt calm and peaceful inside, and those stuffs juz didn't bothered me at all! plus my morning dizziness, that tolerance and patience :D
celebrated lois bday in the morning n this is the most expensive cab fare i've ever seen in my life! but still, glad that we manage to celebrate and do almost as according to plan:DD papa came down to cck area too wanting to help us in any way if we need, and i feel so blessed n touched srsly, couldnt have imagine my dad doing such a thing in the past haha. my life and family transformed so much aft You entered, and i just can't be more thankful (:
thought i wouldnt be able to pull through 2.4, but just went ahead and whoaaa, only 1sec drop in timing to 13:06 compared to last yr, despite not training/exercising fr so long !
then comes geog results. didn't expect too much but juz hoping fr the best, and i know the B i've gotten is srsly not by my self-efforts, super grateful for it!!! hahahah :D

revelation: we can forgive, but don't forget. if not, how and when are u gona learn from your lesson?
and life is soooooo fabulous when we are not led by feelings which is temporal - here by the morning and gone by the night, inward, downward; but by faith, the unshakable foundation that is enternal, outward and upward!

there's just so much flaws in me, yet you love me just the way i am. Renew my mind, transform me day by day Lord, as i commit whatever i have in my hands to you. (:

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Thursday, March 24, 2011,3/24/2011 10:19:00 PM

i rly hate it when others take advantage of your goodness and thinks that it is sth they deserve since it has all along been this way. ARGHHHHH so so pissed and dissapointed. everyone seeks love, but even before trying to find someone who loves you, please learn to love others first as well. forgiving and letting go umpteen of times is draining me so much, even emotionally and this is kinda forcing me to become more selfish, just as the way the world may seem to b working that way. but i don't wana be likewise, cuz i know i'm not perfect myself, and i need forgiveness as well.
GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, THIS IS INCORRIGIBLE!!!! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lead me to press on and walk through this, and i commit all these to you.
thanks kwan,and lihui,lois,alfino btw. (:
PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED but i know you have the best way of working this out!

time for PI!

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Friday, March 18, 2011,3/18/2011 11:32:00 PM

Everyday's heart-wrenching headline abt Japan. So many lives taken, unrepairable hurts. God, let your love and mercy be seen so truly in their toughest times, gooo Japan!
Life is so unpredictable. Yet taking certain things for granted at times. Rly have to learn to see the value of everything around me!!

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Sunday, March 13, 2011,3/13/2011 12:40:00 AM

I think I am gradually overcoming this alr wakakaka go Julia!!

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Wednesday, March 9, 2011,3/09/2011 10:43:00 PM

Recharging of the spiritual fuel tank feels sosososo good! Its so amazing when the Word comes so handy n speak to u in ur situations, being so enriching and nourishing! Thankyou Lord!
Unworthy me, still focusing so much part of my heart n mind on things in this world that can rly make me feel so zzzzzzz, when u could actually make me feel so :DDDDD!!!!
2 corinthians 6 & colossians 3

This is the day that you have made, I will rejoice and be glad in it(:

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Friday, March 4, 2011,3/04/2011 10:47:00 PM

If this is what you want, I'm not gonna be concerned more than I should anymore, and as much as it affects me, I'm really letting go this time.
I'm totally convinced that some things just need to be forgone.
No point holding on to sth so tight, grasping for the wind.

God, I hope I made the right decision.

On the brighter note, I can't be more proud of my jiejie's performance for A lvl, Thank God and I'm sure mummy,papa,me and ppl r sooooooooo overjoyed for u:D
And not to forget, RV'2010's yr6 batch! Feel so enlightened and happy for all of them !(:

Gdnite!

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