julia(:

2011-12-26T02:24:00.002+08:00

Heartaches are worse than any physical hurt or cuts. Never share a huge part of your heart and life with someone else apart from your family, until you're so sure that he/she is the one you want to be with for life. So true. So much regrets.

Screwed me, please unscrew me, Lord))))):

At a loss now arghh

2011-11-06T23:04:00.001+08:00

Never entrust your entire happiness on mankind alone. Humans are bound to fail.

"One thing I know I'll find all I need, in your unending love"

2011-10-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

There's only one need in a person's life.
Jesus said: Let not your heart be troubled.
Guard our hearts on the inside, and he'll guard the rest outside!!

2011-10-19T23:29:00.003+08:00

2011-10-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

There's no real place called home, other than the house of God.

2011-09-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

Caught between self-gratification and being wholeheartedly submissive to God.

Time to let go of what you want, and what God wants for you, Julia!

2011-07-17T19:49:00.002+08:00

Sadness due to unfulfilled expections based on unscriptural views. So true!

Anw thanks loisyyyyy<3 u r such a blessing!
:D

2011-07-17T00:45:00.003+08:00

16/7
Was initially rather lazy or reluctant to leave hse, heading to bedok den Ecp fr class outing! Although there weren't many ppl, but I rly enjoy my time with these awesome classmates:D setting up our own 5R pit! the times I especially enjoy is when I get to talk to each person and learn soso much abt/from them! Such a fruitful day spent, I hope more ppl would come the next time(:
As I was walking back home, saw v dark clouds all over the vast sky, but a v bright moon reflecting/shining soso brilliantly And magnificently, instantly reminds me of God's radiance and light shining ever so brightly in our dark nights, shedding light in times when all else seem dark and directionless! The sky is just so beautiful! Seeing it just makes me so happy (:

Gdnite!

2011-07-11T23:44:00.001+08:00

"when we receive Jesus, a seed is planted in our hearts. It may not shoot up overnight, but give it time and nourishment, and it will grow into a strong tree with fruits and many seeds." :D

2011-07-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

How beautiful nature is! i want to sink into God's wonderful creation!

Your love and faithfulness rise as sure as the morning sun (:

2011-06-26T22:15:00.003+08:00

How shall I ask for the best, when I alr have You, my best?:D

Soo encouraged! Your joy is my strength!

And thanks Kwan for that msg, my dear sister:D

Not abt the As, but my utmost best for Him! Resting in You daddy God! :D

2011-06-24T20:55:00.002+08:00

No worldly love prevails .
Only God's love will.

How more secure can anything be than Him?
So many ppl try to seek for the fulfilling thing their hearts yearn all along fr, but realizing that even aft getting them, what and where's next? We aren't getting anywhere! Emptiness within the heart and eyes.
But it's only when we turn away from self, will we than focus on Him that far outweighs all things.

Only when our every ounce of self-reliance is removed, and that everything around us becomes dark, will then the light within us starts to radiate and shine! But are we ready to give up some things to achieve greater things and His way ahead?

2011-06-16T02:03:00.002+08:00

"you are my all in all"

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek, you are my all in all

Seeking you as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'll be a fool, you are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless your name, you are my all in all

When I fall down you pick me up
When I am dry you fill my cup, you are my all in all

Typing song lyrics makes me feel uplifted!:D
Unhealthy emotions in this world can bombard so easily when you are away from the Lord!
Daddy God tomorrow shall be a brand new day, picking up and I'm rising again in YOU!
:D

2011-06-13T02:29:00.003+08:00

Life has so many phase and stages for us to go through and enjoy, why for rush through or give up some along the way?(:

Haha, just more immature than I thought I wasnt!
Thanks so much jie, For letting me get out of this. Love you so much.
And ultimately, thank God for all Your guidance n wisdom!
I may not know what the future holds, but I know who holds my future. Amen!

2011-06-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

Change is indeed the only constant in life.

Only if letting go was easier.

God, your strength is all that I need right now, and let your person and finished work be magnified n glorified in my midst!
I don't want bitterness to grow in my heart, and purify n renew this heart and mind of mine Lord.

Walk On The Water - Britt Nicole
http://m.youtube.com/index?desktop_uri=%2F&gl=US#/watch?v=F4ptPEm8gjE

You look around, staring back at you
Another wave of doubt, will it pull you under? You wonder
What if I'm overtaken? What if I never make it?
What if no one's there? Will You hear my prayer?

When you take that first step into the unknown
You know that He won't let you go

So what are you waiting for? What do you have to lose?
Your insecurities, they try to hold to you
But you know you're made for more, so don't be afraid to move
Your faith is all it takes, and you can walk on the water, too

So get out, and let your fear fall to the ground
No time to waste, don't wait, and don't you turn around and miss out
Everything you were made for, I know you're not sure
So you play it safe, you try to run away

If you take that first step into the unknown
He won't let you go

Step out, even when it's storming
Step out, even when you're broken
Step out, even when your heart is telling you
Telling you to give up

Step out, when your hope is stolen
Step out, you can't see where you're going
You don't have to be afraid
So what are you waiting, what are you waiting for?

2011-06-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

It takes so so much to obey and abide.
Beyond my control.
It's all left to You.

Drained mentally and physically.
I just need a spiritual recharge tmr, Lord.

<3

2011-06-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

Not going to compromise the the best that has yet to come for now!
:D
Much more things instored we've yet to discover!

2011-06-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

I Fall At Your Feet
by Ronnie Lew - Copyright © 2004 New Creation Church

You are my covering
In You I have everything
You're all that I need
My world is complete

How precious Your offering
It's not about what I can bring
It's Your sacrifice
That has brought me in
Into the Holy of Holies

CHORUS:
I fall at Your feet
Declare You're my King
I cast my cares before You
Your peace shall reign in me

I fall at Your feet
Declare You're my King
I live my life in worship
Your grace abounds in me

Awesome song!! With God, we already have everything !

My weakness is the qualification to your strength.
"my grace is sufficient for you, and my power is made perfect in your weakness"

Let your might pull me through this crazyy mugging period rest-freely and yes Julia, YOU CAN DO IT!:D

2011-05-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

Over-concern / act of impulse / getting back at others simply to relieve the plague in your heart?
So filled by your own anger and emotions that you are actually entrapping yourself within self-inflicted sadness.
Nevertheless, a family is meant to forgive, and forgive, and forgive, and love without boundaries or condition!

Disappointed, but Lord, you are gona make a way out for me.

"You Are My All In All" song is an effective joy reliever heehee:D
And, Happy birthday papa!! i love you soo much. <3

2011-05-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

"Every Move I Make"

Every move I make I make in You
You make me move Jesus
Every breath I take I breathe in You

Every step I take I take in You
You are my way Jesus
Every breath I take I breathe in You

Waves of mercy, waves of grace
Everywhere I look I see Your face
Your love has captured me
Oh my God, this love
How can it be?

2011-05-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

12May, a very special day that can only be celebrated in my heart.
Mummy, I love you. (:

2011-05-09T02:06:00.002+08:00

‎”i may not have any hands to hold my wifes hand. but when the time comes, i’ll be able to hold heart. i don’t need hands to hold her heart” - Nick Vujicic

Living life without limits, without limbs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8ZuKF3dxCY

Such an inspirational testimony, 'to be thankful for what we have, rather than being bitter for what we don't'.
Our spirit can never be crushed despite our mortal body, but it can be soo transformed and renewed when we turn to JESUS!

2011-04-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

tmr shall be my first time serving in Rock Kidz and God, pls give me the strength and wisdom to commit in every of ur way, guiding and watching over me! Young lives being nurtured and shaped, so cool! :D
heavy PI and MRP load, but IM GONA OVERCOME U TWO SOSO SOON.
DON'T SLEEP/GIVE UP JUST YET, JULIA, JIAYOU!!

2011-04-24T00:27:00.003+08:00

Sometimes trying so hard to hold on so tightly to it, when I realize it wasn't even mine at the start. These Grasping for the wind is making me go nowhere abt this as much as I'm trying hard to let go. Julia~!!
I must master the skill of compartmentalizing my thoughts n feelings!

On a lighter note, met dayi n karenjiejie fr breakfast, then met jiejie n i's baby sitter- auntie n Joreen jiejie 10yrs since fr lunch.seeing auntie who has turned 73 who once carried me, fetch me bak hm, massaging my many blue blacks fr fighting n injury in e past, saying 'panlai' etc, her eyes nv grew dim, n are r ever filled with zest and love n compassion. I'm so thankful n touched, I wish I could stay tgt with auntie agn. miss childhood days so much.

Den dinner buffet with Xinni Yuhong Chengyu Alfino junbo. Met Joreen jiejie at ramen culture agn!so happy!! Haha. Walked a v short journey down marina bay aft that. Shall reserve the rest of the walk with someone else next time!

Gdnite!

2011-04-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

almost everyone around me are yearning for a bf or gf or alr found 1. God... why do these ppl happen to be all around me? ~~
and it's so hard to find someone in this world whom we can truly love and to be loved by
to even feel this way, i know you're alr reminding me to fix my eyes on u, and your ways may not be what i hope for, but i know it's definitely the best plan instored for me! Let me be totally secured by your great great ultimate love i can ever ask for, and to use this youth to grow in you and follow your path set for me.
This phase of life is bringing in so much temptation to do things according to my will or temporal satisfaction, but pls let me nt be distracted by those stuffs that are gona come by day and gone by night (you know them) and keep me on the right track!
julia, u endured 1 week alr! keep going, and you can do it with His strength :D

and i realise those ppl i rly look to in the past are... ~~ ): open their eyes and their heart once again for u lord!
i've made this commitment to submit to you, let it be now, and forever.

2011-04-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

julia, julia, julia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really don't understand you at times, and there's so much more for me to learn about you!

2011-04-04T00:15:00.002+08:00

Acquaintances VS True frens?

Learning to not let feelings,which is temporal, to rule my heart n mind. and I guess the only way to do so is to turn my eyes away from self, focus on your way. Daddy God u r with me n for me<3!

2011-03-28T19:38:00.004+08:00

28/3/11. AWESOME DAY:DD

sustained the day with 1.5hrs of slp aft preparing ah loisss' gift n dng CSE body para. not a v pleasant morning and also had quite a bad premonition, so prayed that i'm able to sustain and to overcome whatever is to come, physically or emotionally. some incidents happened which im sure that in my natural self, i would have felt outrageously pissed and start reasoning it out with others, but to my amaze, i felt calm and peaceful inside, and those stuffs juz didn't bothered me at all! plus my morning dizziness, that tolerance and patience :D
celebrated lois bday in the morning n this is the most expensive cab fare i've ever seen in my life! but still, glad that we manage to celebrate and do almost as according to plan:DD papa came down to cck area too wanting to help us in any way if we need, and i feel so blessed n touched srsly, couldnt have imagine my dad doing such a thing in the past haha. my life and family transformed so much aft You entered, and i just can't be more thankful (:
thought i wouldnt be able to pull through 2.4, but just went ahead and whoaaa, only 1sec drop in timing to 13:06 compared to last yr, despite not training/exercising fr so long !
then comes geog results. didn't expect too much but juz hoping fr the best, and i know the B i've gotten is srsly not by my self-efforts, super grateful for it!!! hahahah :D

revelation: we can forgive, but don't forget. if not, how and when are u gona learn from your lesson?
and life is soooooo fabulous when we are not led by feelings which is temporal - here by the morning and gone by the night, inward, downward; but by faith, the unshakable foundation that is enternal, outward and upward!

there's just so much flaws in me, yet you love me just the way i am. Renew my mind, transform me day by day Lord, as i commit whatever i have in my hands to you. (:

2011-03-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

i rly hate it when others take advantage of your goodness and thinks that it is sth they deserve since it has all along been this way. ARGHHHHH so so pissed and dissapointed. everyone seeks love, but even before trying to find someone who loves you, please learn to love others first as well. forgiving and letting go umpteen of times is draining me so much, even emotionally and this is kinda forcing me to become more selfish, just as the way the world may seem to b working that way. but i don't wana be likewise, cuz i know i'm not perfect myself, and i need forgiveness as well.
GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, THIS IS INCORRIGIBLE!!!! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lead me to press on and walk through this, and i commit all these to you.
thanks kwan,and lihui,lois,alfino btw. (:
PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED but i know you have the best way of working this out!

time for PI!

2011-03-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

Everyday's heart-wrenching headline abt Japan. So many lives taken, unrepairable hurts. God, let your love and mercy be seen so truly in their toughest times, gooo Japan!
Life is so unpredictable. Yet taking certain things for granted at times. Rly have to learn to see the value of everything around me!!

2011-03-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

I think I am gradually overcoming this alr wakakaka go Julia!!

2011-03-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

Recharging of the spiritual fuel tank feels sosososo good! Its so amazing when the Word comes so handy n speak to u in ur situations, being so enriching and nourishing! Thankyou Lord!
Unworthy me, still focusing so much part of my heart n mind on things in this world that can rly make me feel so zzzzzzz, when u could actually make me feel so :DDDDD!!!!
2 corinthians 6 & colossians 3

This is the day that you have made, I will rejoice and be glad in it(:

2011-03-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

If this is what you want, I'm not gonna be concerned more than I should anymore, and as much as it affects me, I'm really letting go this time.
I'm totally convinced that some things just need to be forgone.
No point holding on to sth so tight, grasping for the wind.

God, I hope I made the right decision.

On the brighter note, I can't be more proud of my jiejie's performance for A lvl, Thank God and I'm sure mummy,papa,me and ppl r sooooooooo overjoyed for u:D
And not to forget, RV'2010's yr6 batch! Feel so enlightened and happy for all of them !(:

Gdnite!

2011-02-21T19:54:00.003+08:00

"let go, let go, let go" this word has been speaking to me for quite some time, and I guess it's time to heed it. Committing so much of my energy and time to so many friendships, and as much as it's a passion n strength, this can become a weakness too (thanks for letting me know, Kwan(: ).

Learning to let go of things I once held so dearly to, trying to accept the fact that we don't need/ won't have that much friends in our lives actually. I am so so thankful for the many awesome friends I'm blessed with,but right now, I wana re-prioritize my time, my love again lord, to not have any substitutes for u, but to put u in the centre of my life!

Relationship stuffs can rly bombard the mind so badly. But I ask that this bondage be freed from my heart and mind Lord, renew whatever that is in me, and reveal more of your works to me each day. You are my alpha and omega(:

2011-02-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

Let your words, actions, thoughts and deeds be in one, and don't choose to be lukewarm; give it all, or nothing at all.

It's time to guard your heart, tongue and mind, stop seeking the wrong direction or things to fulfill what you thought u lack, when in Him, all things are already complete, inside out.

Julia, stop staying at where you are right now, but start taking your first step out of here.

If you're sad, helpless and directionless, seek Him, He's where you find the best route planned.
Appreciative, thankful, overjoyed, be generous to express it.

Start being more conscious of that little voice inside there, constantly reminding you of what's good or not. All things are permissible, but may not be beneficial. commit to your words. No more excuses.

2011-01-14T19:04:00.003+08:00

The Difference Between Infatuation and Love

Text from:
http://www.gnmagazine.org/issues/gn89/difference-between-infatuation-and-love.htm

So it seems that what most people are calling love isn't love. Just what is it then?

The simple truth of the matter is that our modern world has confused love with infatuation. Think about it: Almost every time we hear love referenced in popular culture, it's something people fall into. Unexpectedly. Accidentally. All of a sudden your heart is aflutter and you feel an intense attraction to another person. That pounding in your chest sounds like "love at first sight" rather than "raging hormones."

But the Bible makes it clear that godly love is a conscious choice one makes—an action, not an accident.

"The direction of infatuation is inward. The direction of love is outward. Infatuation is most often temporary and depends on reciprocation to survive. Love stands alone, depending on nothing for its survival. Love is an imitation of God, while infatuation is a recognition of our attraction for the opposite sex. Love is a way of life."

Time and place
Infatuation is, as Scruggs notes, a "natural attraction for a young person to feel for a member of the opposite sex." In other words, it'll happen whether you want it to or not.

The tough part we face, as Christians, is knowing what to do with that attraction. Experience has likely already taught each of us that such a feeling can easily blind us to reality, keeping us from seeing another person as he or she actually is and causing us to miss important warning signs.

It takes wisdom to be able to acknowledge an attraction to another person while at the same time keeping that attraction in check. While there's nothing wrong with being attracted to someone, we must be sure to handle that attraction responsibly, without giving in to its foolish desires or recklessness.

After we've taken the time to get to know the other person, to understand his or her values, personality and character as objectively as possible, to seek and consider God's guidance as well as input from trusted friends and family members, and after we've come before God to commit ourselves to that person for the rest of our days, then comes the time to get swept up in mutual attraction.

The book of Proverbs contains these happy instructions for the married man: "Rejoice with the wife of your youth, . . . and always be enraptured with her love" (Proverbs 5:18-19). It's worth noting that the Hebrew word translated "enraptured" can literally mean "intoxicated" as well. A husband and wife are then finally able to let their guards down completely, each always enraptured with the love of the other.

A time for love?
While being enraptured has a proper time and place within marriage, the Bible is clear that another type of love—that directed toward others—is to be timeless and without boundary. So important is true, godly love that Jesus Christ Himself emphasized it as the defining characteristic of Christians everywhere: "By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another" (John 13:35).

Our love—our outgoing concern for others—should be such a part of us that it defines us in the eyes of those around us. Love is not to be directed at just one individual or a select few, but the entire world.

What, then, is the real difference between love and infatuation? Infatuation is about pleasing the self. But love—love is all about becoming like God!

2011-01-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

First service of 2011! I’ve never seen new creation that that packed beyond its usual packness. Reached church 10min. b4 2nd service at 11am, yet rock audi, lvl 4,6 overflow rooms full, gallery west almost. thank God my sis came first with her bf to book seats early!
Theme of 2011: In the midst of famine, God’s protection surrounds you like a shield!

Slept at 4am and woke up at 9.30am, my body just cant tune back to the normal time(sch’s starting in 2days time~~), and the flu and cough bug is attacking me such that I feel like im swallowing mucus and phlegm every moment :@! Saw yongyang aft service( so long since!!!) and cell grp-feli bryan etc. had high tea at Equinox on 70th floor of swissotel n the view was magnificent! Singapore is progressing and flourishing so rapidly, thank God! All the food looks good, but I can’t taste anything:S
Spending the last hol. with vball girls tmr and srsly believing that this flu n cough is just gona be rid so so soon!

DON’T SLP, PRESS ON FOR THE LAST PAGE OF GP!!!

2010-12-31T23:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!:D 2011 SHALL BE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD! REVIEWING 2010...

Most ppl seem to be in a party mood and getting themselves all high counting down, n was supposed to go to marina bay with my family for countdown, but ends up no, supposed to go to east coast park with my cousins, but my sis doesnt want. so... ended up playing frisbee with my sis at home!MY SIS IS THE BEST SIS/FRIEND/GOD-SENT<3

looking back, 2010 has been such an eventful year i so miss! A simple RVian, yet God just poured so so much favour upon me!
First, thanks to hanying for recommending me as 4K's chairperson, to allow me to be exposed to so much opportunities such as SC camp(the most most impactful and fun camp i ever attend planned by JJC), being Fam I's fam head tgt with bryan, P6 LCD camp, RVFM n so forth! but my results are the worst this year, devoting so much time to other areas lol, time to buck up in 2011! most imptly, Without God, i am NOTHING.

made really alot of friends this year - cute vball juniors, SCs, FUN, AYLC facs and participants, thru camps and events etc.

shall zoom in to individuals who made 2010 so different:
1. God!
2. My lovely, precious mummy!
3. My sister<3
4. My dad! dayi, sanyi, MJJ, KJJ, presley, audrey, royroy, darryl, auntie!
5. Kwan & Lois
6. Jerian & Tingzhen
7. Ziyu, siannee, joyce, gen, jiayu, gina waimun
8. 4K'10 <3!
9. lihui, kaiping, rae, heping, yifei, joshua tay, danish, LG, yude etc!
10. hanyun & dulcia
11. TieNing, Yilin
12. all teachers who guided me!
13. everyone else:D

personal msg:
LJS: Kwan Lois
sisters! thanks for being there through the hardest time that really change my perspective about life, and im still keeping the cards u guys gave to encourage me (the doraemon drawn-lois, the verses n words-kwan) lol.

KWAN:
truly appreciate the prayers u led during times i couldn't hold back my tears at the rooftop and also tears of joy outside the classroom,the long long hours of talking pushing a trolley in NTUC w/o buying anything, walking around jp agn n agn as u eat ur choco cone so often n i drink my bubble tea almost everyday, joining ur cell grp for sports day, talking on the phone, intercessions, planning bday ah etc, i rly enjoy talking to you abt anything and everything. thanks for not being so judgemental and accepting, seeing the pros in God's children, stepping down to people's level to understand and listen to their problems even though you may nt have a solution, caring abt others whether they r close to u or not, and most imptly, teachable and humble! (so much to learn from!) you may not outstand within a group, but in fact, His glory radiates from within you that i cant help, but be in awe of our daddy God's work in your life(: I'm so thankful seeing Him pulling you through the conflicts, relationship, being a LGL esp, and making u less blur~ hah you r someone i'm gona miss rly v v badly, but i know, we will still have to carry the cross and follow the path He has carved out for each of us. touch lives and strive to not just speak words, but carry them out and keep shining! seeing you mature each day, love you XKK, keep shining!

LOISYYY:
from the day u lost your EZ-link card crying on the bus, and helping u to call benson to help, to tdy, being the person who go out the most often with me! i bet u enjoy the many hours tgt heehee;) anw rly see the change in u within 2yrs, from a girl who is quite vulnerable, don't voice out, super gentle, to someone who i find becoming more n more like me lol. pls dont blame me abt the auntie part, cuz i believe u r alr this way, just tat others didnt see many sides of u previously! sry for making u cry everytime during our HTHTs where i pt. out diff tings, but u know i meant well(: i treat u exactly the way my sis treats me, and u always remind me of myself when i was with lihui in sec 1&2! being quiet and shy lol~ enjoyed i cant figure out why can we be that close and never fail to thank God for bringing we 3 tgt. (btw i was sudd reminded abt the time i said u guys been thru joy, tears and blood tgt- when u all were making my big bday card which cut ur finger, + the incident in tiong bahru plaza's kopitiam:S:S) enjoyed taking care of u like my xiao mei mei, scolding the guys who disturb you, teaching self-defence methods, figuring out weird vulgarities ppl scold, discovering the 'lost of ur clothes', so many incidents i cant count. n the cambodia trip we managed to go tgt finally! thanks for accompanying me so many times when im supposed to go out with that person alone yet im super shy, and i know u didnt wana go at all, but for me, u still did heh. don't conform to what others say and make a stand, and be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger:D thanks for the prettily-drawn ikea jar and, dont cry like you did on 30/12! im still there whenever you need a listening ear or someone to rant to, and this isnt sth cliche, but u know i mean it. always put others b4 self, God is proud of you, and i love you(:

FUN: Lois Jerian Tingzhen
u guys are just sooooo.... AWESOME<3 i really love the times spent tgt doing anything, esp when exam period was close lol. got alot of scoldings from my sis for going out so often and etc, yet i still love going out with u all:D u guys rly brought fun and laughter, n sry that i exposed so much bad habits and for being so unglam and myself with u guys! i guess we came tgt aft the yr4 vball chalet where i became better friends with jerian aft night cycling at ECP, started talking and planning to do last min LA hmk tgt! since i was v shy as usual, we called along a guy and a girl who were last min homeworkers too each, and we roamed around clark quay, then creating our 'who wants to be a millionaire' video at BK!

Jerian:
TYO! as i told you before, i once viewed you as those super famous and distant friend i knew by name, and nv imagined becoming friends with. n my perspective of u changed totally aft the vball chalet till tdy! anw i think you r the person i talk to the longest accumulatively in my whole life on the phone so far. everyday during the exam period other than physics paper and when u are bored(= alot of times)! you taught me alot abt diff theories and views learnt from your egoistic personality. i rmb u saying that you are God, and i must respect every religion. i duno whether to comment or laugh LOLOL. thanks for making the effort in restraining your sick jokes or umpteen vulgarities for us (xin ku ni le lol!), and i rly admire your egoism despite ultra suan-ings abt your pimples etc, which made me insensitive at times.. and behind your outward factors, i appreciate you just the way you are!(: you may seem super sociable or f_ _ _ _ (the word i thought was fatty:S) , but i find u a genuine and honest guy friend i can approach whenever i need, thanks for everything (other than the fact that you think i'm your MAID!)

Tingzhen
ttz! you always have so much energy and enthusiasm within you - singing and dancing whenever wherever. i rmb that night you made me laugh so much in ZG's house and times when we all go out tgt. you have the courage to say out your jokes no matter how cold it is, yong qi ke jia! behind your hyper side, you r in fact a gd listener abt personal stuffs, and you r quite thoughtful and mature~! it'll be btr if u remove your earphones when u r out... sry for pissing you with words i spoke too quickly w/o being sensitive ok, and as i said, tell me personally and dont just let the matter rest w/o saying alright! w/o you in fun clique, i believe we wouldnt have so much fun tgt as well as the HTHTs(: pls get ur driving license soon and drive us all next time! let's jiayou tgt no matter what next yr might take us to, and i believe you would do great, ttz! theres loadsa potential within u such as memorizing the whole san zi jin, rattling cantonese tai2 ci2, conversing in hokkien tgt, etc, thanks for changing suntec vouchers too :D:D hope you r back from marina sq by now n that u manage to catch the train despite buying ur macs icecream, n im still gona nag at you to slp early everyday yooo! when u need to find someone to talk, rmb you have a friend and clique out here for u!

will continue abt the rest other time(:

2011 resolutions:
1. In tough times, never give up on God, and do not be people-pleasing, but God-pleasing! let others see God's work in me!
( be joyful in hope, patient in afflictions, faithful in prayer!!)

2. *Family as priority!

3. Guard my heart. not let emotions rule my mind and decisions, pray before committing into anything

4. Not place relationships/guys/etc before God and rush into 1.

5. Appreciate everyone/everything i have right now, and be rejoice for whatever a day may bring

6. stop procrastinating! be on task

7. PUNCTUALITY. NO EXCUSES

8. less facebook, resist the temptation of going out to play, but mug more!

9. keep the passion to serve and learn, gain experience for future ambition!(:

10. Be humble*, teachable and receptive.

Life is never easy, esp., committing it to God, but only those who walk through the narrow gate shall see LIFE!

life in 5R'11 ahead... hoping for the best!

2010-11-22T14:11:00.003+08:00

I JUST REMEMBERED ABT THIS BLOG THE DAY B4 FLYING OFF TO CAMBODIA, SO I SHALL BLOG:D

this nov. holiday has been rly packed with P6 LCD camp, many cambodia TRIP pre-briefingS, 4K chalet, RV FM, nEbO Quest, and outings:D feels like im devoting so much time to ppl and cutting down my time spent with God, yet you are so merciful and loving as ever!!

During service praise&worship yesterday, we sang " i stand in awe of you, Glorious etc" & my heart is just so overwhelmed with the rich rich love i hardly experienced, and papa and i teared so badly, with tears of joy and thankfulness. Oh Lord, you r just so good to me! from a dad i despise, who hated God and who left me with a rly bad childhood, you made him grow to become more like Jesus, to put you first in everything he does, to show compassion and love out of the overflow of the heart, to to be the best dad i can ever ask for. Your tender mercy and forgiveness in my every times of need simply melts my heart and crush down every transgressions and trials!

True faith is built through tough times, and i'm willing to take on this path as long as you would lead me, and i know you will!

What is your purpose of life? For me, it's to serve and be a witness!

and am i too reserved or too sensitive abt my sharing etc..? learnt quite alot through talking with ppl in circle of trust, kwan lois, jerian tz etc.

and theres so much flaws in me which i need God's love to change. Humble this heart of mine, and to look to You in everything i do<3

There's so so much more to LIFE!

we are In this world, but not Of this world!

"I was, I am, I am to come."

FLYING OFF TO CAMBODIA LE. THANKS MISS TAN FOR THE CARD AND SUPPORT AND WE WILL MISS YOU!

HOPE TO HAVE A GREAT TIME LEARNING THROUGH SERVING AND HAVE FUN WITH MINGZHU BOONSION ZILIE LIVIA LESLIE DANISH QIZHANG LOIS YUNRONG SEOWRONG YUDE EELIN EVA LINGENG CHEEHOW ZHENZHI <3
and thanks everyone who supported our fund raising!

2010-07-05T10:13:00.001+08:00

Thank you, Lord!

2010-06-24T11:07:00.004+08:00

hello!
(22/6)
rained n my umbrella flipped tis morning!! sorry yifan:D had interact club orientation and i guess the attendance was rly quite unexpected... anw hope RVIC will flourish and grow! gd chers too..........................

sprained my leg aft merely playing 13min of vball during the break wif magmag and cindy!duno y is there a big bruise on it too :S

waited at macs for lois and jerian aft lunch and writing multiple 'OXYGEN' on the balloons as i read <> and yay, 1/4 more to go! went to red dot design museum @ tanjong pagar tgt around 4pm and it isnt v fascinating... tupperwares and inventions that are mostly not yet created. looks lyk a replication of IKEA. and the toilets are rly artistic too, cracky walls.

then sat outside red dot deciding on which museum to go to next! and.... we landed at Art house instead of SAM as planned, seeing cat pics(eew) and practising as receptionist on the seats upstairs,taking a pic of the paper : VOX musical. instead of seeing the actual one. in the end,nth accomplished!

walked back to city hall starbucks waiting for the v-nt-punctual-teo-ting-zhen who cannot follow instructions on how to turn right and left and bang the wall! ate subway at the fountain n headed to clark quay. BUT, tz led us to some wrong bus stop and took cab there instead. my first time there and clubbers and smokers and drunkards and soccer fans look quite scary. walked to SG river in search of buskers, end up taking fake pics and posters of the river festival. while waiting fr the rehearsal to start at 11, we landed at BK WHOOPERS club and took a rly rly interesting and funny vid which made my day!:D im impressed at hw ppl coming tgt are able to generate such great inspiration!:D acting team ftw!!lets fa yang guang da 1 fine day(:
cab bak wif jerian n tz and reached hm at 12+. so.............................

(23/6)
overslept for installation the next morning. feel rly bad, but somehow, thank God i dint go aft hearing how they commented abt it.. reached jp at 11.20, met juniors n jerian at macs, bought eemin and gladys' present, then went arcade with jerian to play some games to self entertain ourselves meanwhile. lose everything:S
fyi, silent hills is nt recommended (:
bball and bishi bashi. but the levels in bishi bashi r so diff from wad i've played wif hanyun n dul! apparently, i loss badly lol.

then joined yf jovina eelin danish yude lg joel hongxiang xingjie jixiang fr class outing. thanks lois for being able to make it only at 4+.... and sry tyo and lg fr complaining so much abt whether i should go or not and if it's gona b awkward heh:D end up, i tink it was quite fun, n nt awkward actually yay~ went jurong's safra and i learnt pool finally, the right way! thanks ppl who taught me, xin ku le! hope we'll play some time again but ..... tampines safra instead?:D

another tiring day but thank God for the remaining energy! i wan to slp badly. thanks ppl fr making my day, love u guys! gdnite!

2010-06-20T10:17:00.004+08:00

my blog is currently so nt up to date:D
anw i love this june hol so so much esp tis wk heehee. i guess i made alot alot of new frens through 1 of the CID group, our YAH health ambassador camp, AYLC campers, and interact club orientation and installation that is gona happen next wk. + p6 frens and vballers chalet, ahh u guys r awesome!:D

Shall start with health ambassador camp,

grp4!

terence waiyun magmag jiale chongyuan emily meredith gail lynn. u guys r great juniors and had fun wif u all, jiayou fr shui hu zhuan:D will have follow-up soon on weds when sch reopens:D
+ special thanks to weixuan fr looking so scary when we r playing H20, causing me to lose my feminine (uh hum) image completely and having throat infection fr 1-2 whole wk, (siannee, i dint purposely pon training!)
and eelin cynthia simin esther, great working wif u guys in prep. fr this camp(:
n thanks 4K helpers!without u guys, it wouldn't be as fun(:
lois shimin hanying yunfei jovina xuanyi jialing tricia engting zhiyang choonzuan joel ben yude yuhong danish lingeng

AYLC Family A3
Raimie Tzechong yeyun kirsten yueyin tienning zhangying ongmin zhechang qihao guannan
GLs:yujer & nicole tay
yay thanks guys fr being so funny and initiative to make A3 and AYLC camp worthwhile(: the 8D7N is coming, let's work tgt :D
n sry qihao fr cramming ur neck and i can't dance woots!:D:D n thanks ongmin fr patiently waiting fr me to finish my business at night when my stomach hurts lyk anyhow! hahaha touched!
tipa thirty poo thirty poo tipu thirty pa!

Vball chalet!
@Joyce @TingZhen @ziyu @Siannee @Jiayu @Gina @Genevieve soon @Sylvia @Jerian @peng siang @Hongkai @Paul @shikai @Choon hian

u guys r sooo fun to be with! and night cycling ftw,32km? and the curbs make my butt hurts lyk anything. n pengsiang choonhian hongkai, xinku le, 42km!! im in awe of u guys hahah. n i enjoyed talking with ppl who made it to east coast park lol! plus the rest who went back halfway, thanks tz fr all the fun.... games... lyk guang dong chao mian and qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo, heart attack :D and it is berak x4, mmmm chi CHI. TZ. hahhaha. and silk air!

had a gd run @ pasir ris park tis morning with sanyi uncle andrew darryl roy audrey auntie and jiejie. hope we can do it every once a wk!

hanyun & dulcia:
u guys r dear to me!:D thanks for making me so crazy and sry for rolling and laughing outside JP's zone-X lol. and playing bball, bishi bashi, the hippo game (pulling out the hippo's head and hammer it and push it back in lol! wif only 3 tix!!) and cam-whoring those v disgusting no.1-10 poses which i will nv dare do wif any other ppl cuz only u guys r capable of doing as gross stuffs as me hahaha. ahhhhhh i miss u all so much! miss those days laughing and rolling all abt so hard, p.s- sorry alfino for tat stalking sms and phone call from hanyun lol

shall continue on the other post!

2010-05-31T17:00:00.002+08:00

4K loves u, mr yee!(:

hols. r finally here n its time fr me to catch up with my work! Anw thanks lois kwan engting zhiyang jixiang lingeng bolun, u guys have been great members to work with for our short film though it turned out.. u noe. lol. but we know we did our best n love working and laughing wif u guys:D

n i guess RV chi chers have rly put in a great effort, ty!

medan..nvm. hope there'll b much more trips ahead during EOY!

and the house of God is growing intensely n immensely! NCC is expanding to GV marina and, free popcorns aft service! haha yay thank God for salvation and mercy and ur abundant love!

hope our break free camp is gona work out well, jiayou eelin cynthia simin! we r gona do it well!(: health ambassadors dun pon the camp ok, its gona b fun:D

bye ppl!(:

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2010-05-31T14:07:00.000+08:00

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2010-04-24T22:09:00.002+08:00

Feels so sad for girls who change bf time and time agn simply to seek love n to fill their emptiness,end up hurting themselves so much

dating vs courtship

stop doing things u dislike to cover ur insecurities.
Protect and love urself. U r a beloved child of God! Precious,incomparable.most loved.

2010-04-17T13:35:00.002+08:00

Julia --> Hanyun

Miss chua I miss u equally much x10!hah rly,going to 7-11 n cheers almost everyday aft sch koping the twister ting n spotting for video cam,calling dodo everywhere,gng dulcia's hse so often playing maple,her swing,swimming,ransacking her fridge n eating almost everything she haf,gng hm tgt n rebelling prefects tgt,bully yongyang,teasing xinping,being the fat fat bunch,jaywalking n got horned at,everything.laughing so much. N I realise we were so so bad n naughty tat I'm called a bitch last time :O lol! So glad tat our gd Lord made us where we r today n will nv forget the times we shared.even gng sakae to eat as much till we carn walk,let's go for the newyork newyork yesai burger challenge tgt soon ok!:D haha love u so much.tis post is specially fr u!hah.

Janice Yihan yy wanyu Wesley dul ziqi yeeler etc ,June hol zaijian!(:

2010-04-17T13:16:00.002+08:00

"The Lord is my strength and my song." Exodus15:2

so much happenings tis wk.ups n downs,yet strengthening me on the inside! N seeing the lives of ppl wif waivering faith,I realize tis truth, "without me,u can do nth."-matthew 15:5

there's so much I wana do,yet I Noe everything takes 1 step at a time.

Many persecution. Judgement. But I shall learn not to take wad others say at heart n let go!!

If a person is loved with a reason, be it appearance,virtues,riches or honour and fame, wad shall become of them if they've lose these qualities?

I wana love the ppl around me more,nt fr who/what they r,but fr their identity, child of the most high. God help me! (:

2010-04-10T12:34:00.000+08:00

http://www.alivenotdead.com/vannesswu/blog.html#return-xspace-entry943999

vanness wu's blog is a great encouragement.check it out!(:

2010-04-10T12:11:00.005+08:00

Posting some belated gifts hah.choonzuan gave a voodoo doll fr my bday on his bday lol.n thanks kp fr giving me a shorts than is lyk 10cm long,a super tight n small shirt n earrings n headband yest!u Noe I'm nt tat kind n yet wana zao4 fan3 isit lol.but ur letter mattered to me most Ty<3 (: n Ziyu fr the pencil case u handmaded!:D oh plus a snow globe cynthia gave the other time(:

I duno wad make me deserve these blessings,but I wana keep shining for God despite so many lives around me tat seems up n down,which affects me at times,but I rly haf to stand firm in Him,no matter how tough it may b(: I see u workig daddy God,tat I may have peace n rest!reveal ur truth n plans for me,cuz tis life of mine is nt for me to path out according to my desires,but by ur callings!bless the brothers n sisters around me to b an encouragement thru tis race,such tat I may come boldly to ur throne when te endtime comes.n ,the end time is near. V v near. Catastrophe,earthquakes drought flood tsunamis etc r ona come,but the one who press on shall gain victory!

Lord give me strength.

(:

Btw only yest did I know ily=I love you. Oh man lol.

Good Saturday ppl,cya(:

God's blog by danny donoho

2010-04-04T11:06:00.003+08:00

borrowed tis bk called God's blog by danny donoho n im so... impressed with the way God actually is, rather than those portraits and obsolete images or rituals. he is: I AM. past, present and future! tis is the most inspiring yet simple to read bk i've ever came across. shall post some interesting excerpts that consumed my heart and mind(:

happy easter day and thank God for the heavy rain of heaven's joy where He came to die for us, and raise us up ( you raise me up~ by josh groban <3 ) haf a great day ahead!(:

2010-03-27T23:22:00.003+08:00

tired. geog test up next wk n i barely stared revising. anw im so engrossed in the bk 'the last song' by nicholas sparks which is gona be released into a motion pic soon, cast miley cyrus and greg hemsworth i tink. i realise theres actually so much tings to read in this world. books and 5copies of newsweek at 1 go, ge yan, newspaper, ST, etc etc. went for YAH talk (CID) at republic poly and whoaa, first time seeing a live debate between RGS and MGS, which emerged champion, among 2 teams. hah. kinda interesting and their english is sooo pro!i hope they r able to understand my engrish~

random sharing from the bk- it mentioned that when we ask or talk to God, He always hears and answers, but its not through hearing, but by the heart. so true!

duno y is my throat hurting so much so long since. mayb ive been chunking all sorts of crap, with bubble tea EVERYDAY. thanks to volleyballers and lois ong. thank God for the new school uniform hahaha.

ok gdnite!(:

2010-03-25T23:27:00.003+08:00

i can unleash, vent and boom every anger yet disappointment right out of my tongue, but im juz gona take the narrow way, N SELF CONTROL, JULIA. no matter how the world revolves.

If God is for you, who shall then be against you?

God u see the tribulations etc, n in u theres justice!!!!!!!!!!!! though i dun see it right now, i noe u r gona b running this journey wif me.

n thanks kwan (:

2010-03-18T17:38:00.002+08:00

Bak from 3D2N RVSC camp n it's totally awesome!!great thanks to all the JJC facils esp loh Yee francis oh n others lyk benny deleon zhongru Tommy n shermen etc! Chers,yujhun,shaotan,Siwei,Taylin,Kimberly,chikan n all planning committee,w/o u guys,we can forget abt all these wonderful activities n mass dance n gd food!

N Of cuz,FAMILY 4<3!! every single one of u r so so unique n different n great:D
yujia,Yili,yicheng,weilin,Priscilla,sheena,wanzhen,Sheryl,tienli,yihua,Eelin,huangching,ernchuen,choonhian,kangtze!

Day 1:
Enjoy all of u guys presence n spirit as we shout n cheer one another on even in our most drained n tired moments during RV Mental Hospital!it rly pushed me on n u guys made the game much much more worthwhile(: glad going thru blindfolded,in the haunted house,moving cones,pictionary n gaining 300,000+ pts,exceeding all the other groups!I realize,everyone has tis potential innerman,but juz abt whether it's being exposed or nt.

"when we r rly tired,yet able to stay strong,tats character"

Learnt 3mass dance n thanks to yujhun n shaotan fr leading n being so patient wif us hah.u guys did a great job! Painted 2big banners too.

Bidding for food is soo fun!thanks com fr providing pizzahut,salmon,Peking duck,famous Amos,subway cookies,mos burger,carls jnr,longjohnsilver,bk,bagua,longan,pepsi,kfc,haagan daz,polar cake,chips to bid fr wif the pts we scored!yumyum

Day 2:
had games finale n it's soooooo fun!!drinking eno,spinning,bursting balloons,den rolling in soap water,being spammed wif shampoo everwhere,washing one anothers' hair,kena poured by buckets,bombs n hose!

Thanks Priscilla n huangching fr cheorographing our 'down' dance fr RVSCnight n I tink u guys r so pro!rly.cuz I carn dance hah.
The whole drama studio totally turned into a nightclub wif tons of helium balloons n spot lights!all of us juz jump n shout n I guess I've nv gone so hype b4(other than hillsong concerts) sang songs n cried n tok.at the end of the night,thanks to weilin n Sheena fr koping loadsa helium balloons fr us to suck n produce rly weird n funny voices haha!mr leow said tat sucking too much would cause throat cancer:O choonhian... Lol. Went fr star gazing aft bathing.

Day 3:
Cleaned up,mass dance,tok in dance studio.mr leow shared abt his past experiences wif his mum who is a addictive gambler n he carn forgive her.when she passed away,he realize tat his toothpaste,detergent,plates,clothes were always washed n stocked by his mum,yet we nv realize all tat they've done.

Wad makes our parents proud abt us?

Anw I had tis strong prompting in my heart to share abt my own experience too n yea,tears n tears.but ultimately,I Noe I'm gonna meet mummy in daddy God's arms as we unite in heaven amen! Lord u r so faithful(: amen! Yea so we muz rly learn too love b4 it's too late(: thanks ernchuen n francis btw abt the stuffs u guys told me hah.it's rly encouraging(: did the mass dance the last time n I rly feel lyk a big RV family!
Went kfc lunch wif remaining ppl n hope u guys enjoyed ur movie hah.I love u guys sincerly from the bottom of my heart!we r leaders!we r gona make a change!! Jiayou everybody,love u guys(:

so tired alr,gdnite!

2010-02-26T21:35:00.003+08:00

YES ITS A FRIDAY!!:D:D

so tired yet so happy. bio test is finally over n glad tat i lose all the pineapple tarts ive eaten during CNY cuz of training today. so hiong!
n my knee cracks non-stoppingly! hurts n i feels lyk an old ahma so soon. haiyaya anw soo happy ! got 64cm fr sit n reach for the first time!! though jialing is aiming for max 70cm..pro! :D somehow quite excited for napfa :D

anw gina was rly great, told me theres 12hmk fr the wk right b4 training. so much n haf been slping too much in class. thanks ET fr nudging me up slightly more than 50times hahah. resolution: max. 20 times next wk!

great wk wif great ppl, n welcome yr 1 vballers! u guys r so cute:D jiayou! hope tat next wk's gona b fruitful and way to go~!

btw consider viewing:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKbruE8SVfU 'you're the centre of my universe'

i tink its rly nice! hah ok byebye!

2010-02-20T16:54:00.003+08:00

heyhey!:D YES! IM PROGRESSING! GUARDING MY HEART RLY WELL:D THANKS FR THE ENCOURAGEMENT KWAN HAH. my pastor says: only if we will know how to guard our heart, God will guard the outward, the rest. its rly so true tat there r so many tings around tis world which can capture and influence us. But no matter wad r revolving around us, most imptly, its abt whether u'l b able to stand firm and nt be easily swayed by the rest.

so totally agree wif joshua tay tat yes 'u r who u spend time wif' , 'only if u're easily influenced' wowww. n his eg. was: Jesus spent time wif the pharisees too, but was he influenced? NOO!
self control* !

got single digit/18 fr geog test and i rly tried my best ): God help me pls. bio and chi test up! im gonna rely on u once agn. (:

yes! ran 3km wif ziyu joyce jiayu yest aft training n i feel those cny pineapple tarts leaving my body yay yay yay hahaha. nid to gear up fr napfa n aiming for 50 incline pull ups! deproved 7cm for sit and reach ~ 61cm last yr n now 54cm oni. noooo. jiayou ppl! oh n medusa, u r so cute luh, go around publicizing tat u carn do 10sit ups consecutively n haf been cheating throughout lol. dun b so pessimistic <3!:D

n wads up wif the tons of korean band n craze... all of them somehow look the same. ok time to digest bio notes le. before tat,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KLASSEN! U R THE FIRST PERSON WHO I RLY TINK IS NT ACT COOL YET COOL N FUNNY HAH. u're a great teammate<3!

jieli ur poster is still wif me~~ n i tink u r the oni person on earth tat has totally the same humour sense as me hahahah. we r soo funny!:S lol

sec1 batch came in yest too. manage to rmb a few names n 1 girl rmbs me since cca trial! so happy hah. played H2O n kena sabo-ed lyk wad:S thanks girls. u guys r the best. (...........................)

byee!(:

2010-02-13T15:06:00.003+08:00

whether we're in the 21st contury or wadsoever, i strongly tink tat girls shudnt b the first to make the move!if the guy says nth,

1. he has no guts OR
2. hes juz not interested in u.

true? yes, heehee :D

2010-02-13T10:46:00.003+08:00

happy CNY n valentines day eve ppl!(:

thanks yifei fr making that chocolate mouse ting which is rly pretty, though ziyu ate more than half of it! hahaha cuz i wanted to wash the cup. n the rly thoughtful vball junior gwen! u're so sweet hahah ty<3! jas fr running out giving this super big tudor gold choc bar n i gave u milo in hope fr u to grow darker n stronger! btw i believe u can do it ok! n other ppl! tahnks gladys fr buying my valentines gift right when we 5go out tgt, n u keep prompting me abt which 1 is nice, wad i prefer, cuz u wana buy fr ur fren... v smart of u..lol. n choonzuan, hope u lyk the PINK stuffs hahah.

had reunion dinner the previous night b4 sending mary jiejie n presley to gold coast fr honeymoon haiz. 2 down. then swenson lunch @ compass point [klassen,soon, elizabelle, (hope i spelled correctly this time),jiayu,joyce,siannee,ziyu,myself] + ate super alot, without hitting 100bucks!:D joyce ziyu n i shared 5scoops of icecream plus siannee's n jiayu's remaining lol, mammamia!

bought darryl n dayi's present finally n oh man.. my pocket burst wif 50bucks out, and 60cents home D: overslept n took cab. the uncle super ultra nice, noe tat i'll haf to pay alot fr travelling from tampines to boonlay, he oni took 10bucks from me when my usual cab fare would hit 30+bucks if rushing! make me realise this world is still filled wif compassion n humanity whoots!:D thank God (: then steamboat dinner at san yi's house, wa got scallop(!!), crab, abalone, prawn,clam, etc etc all the ex stuffs shes so generous in offering, n had a great time bonding wif all cuz n relatives agn, love u guys :D

conclusion: I NEED TO EXERCISE MORE ALR.

stil rmb tat night when i was kinda disappointed in blahblahblah, bathing halfway n this line struck into my mind : If God did not give up on us, how can we give up on others? rly impacted me n i muz rly learn to b less affected by ppl's words and b more loving!

"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day." 2cor 4:16

right now battling against my mind too, last fruit of the spirit is self control!yes, tame myself b4 u lose urself w/o realising. n kwan, hold me accountable (:

oh n im getting immune to my alarm clock which is the sound of dog barking alr! oversleeping too often.carn afford to b late by asking hanying to fake my attendance lyk last time anymore, its my turn to mark attendance nw, ahhhhhhhhh go bak n slp le. byee! :D

2010-02-06T20:57:00.003+08:00

looking through fb pics, and all those memories running up my mind, missing all those moments. oh man, feeling so 'wang shi zhi neng hui wei' -ish now D: only if God allows us to retrace our steps, to walk back the path we've once walked. let time cease for a moment. but, life goes on.

miss the times wif 2L girls esp. where everyone juz goes haywire, lafing n being tgt, 2L multiple trips to sentosa yet nv getting bored.lihui and rae i miss u guys haiz. ikea trip wif lois n kwan, trying out everyting, my first time taking so many pics,times wif 4K, every single nila utama watchmates, times wif vballer eating crapping everything, trip to chiangmai wif interactors which lost me tons of tears missing the kids n ppl n tings we do tgt there seriously, camps, overseas trip, times when mummy was wif us, feel lyk crying. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh byebye.

2010-02-06T20:46:00.003+08:00

Bdiv'10 u guys have been greatgreat teammates n i guess we bonded the most this yr?:D there were stil conflicts, misunderstandings, etc, yet we r stronger tgt as 1!(: im proud of all of u guys, the main team players, the effort n sweat n tears u guys put in rly warms my heart honestly speaking..heehee.i rly rly love every single one of u n thanks for bringing so much joy n encouragement at all times, being there even in my lowest pt of time as u guys noe, being there to hear my lame rants n 'jokes' n theres juz so much fun yet simple moments i wun forget. feel so thankful for being part of u guys, n we're forever 1 big family! whether im able to stay or nt stil in vball, u guys will always b a part of me ( mariah carrey's song. ok i duno how to spell her name lol) thanks thanks n thanks! <3!!! (despite flaming fb wif my unglam shots, which were so totally nt me..) im so glad im able to simply b myself, do wadever ugly tings i usually do n.. u guys sure noe, jiayou Adiv'11!

2010-01-29T21:20:00.003+08:00

nila utama, u guys r rly rly great great watchmates n all of u made what we are, ty

minmin
yingwai
yantong
binxin
william
jane
si wei (a.k.a shit a.k.a yi ren)
kian lin
pc
engting
kelly
jocelyn

sent my personal msg to all of u alr, n u guys muz noe tat im rly appreciative n thankful for all the tings u guys haf shown! guys, u r all extint ppl ive met n yingwai has constantly prooved his butt to b the biggest of anything else. and kelly, stop zao-xia ing! u're rly cute i muz say,medusa:D i may forget names at certain or most moments, but i'l nv forget the tings we''ve done tgt n stuffs u guys did! i love all of u v sincerely n.. bak to reality! adapting to life wif easy showers n bed n com. w/o ants etc. how i wish fr simplicity,but life goes on. haiya

n Lord shine ur light upon ppl at Haiti! nt easy fr them, but ur yoke is easy n burden is light, you'll fulfil it!(:

so so thankful for ur faithfulness and goodness,n thanks yantong fr teaching me the fruit of the spirit song too, u r rly great!(:

lois jane kelly yingwai joshua tay william waimun takecare!!

2010-01-23T20:33:00.001+08:00

love u guys!:D

2010-01-21T22:32:00.005+08:00

ty hanying for helping me compile the whole class message fr me into tis rly nice notebk n i'll treasure it 4K, ty every single 1 of u!(:

oh n i ken's msg which is super meaningful!

dezhu:
drew a doraemon. sheng ri kuai le!

16 now. not old. not young. you haf a mental age of 30+ but a appearance of a 16. lolz. feling happy after seeing all the messages from the class. Julia, act more femine and be a good girl. people say you are auntie. but you are just too mature for them. so be happy and live a happy life wish all the best for you.

wow, indeed 4yrs classmate is no kid! haha, someone finally understood from my POV! n it is actually xingjie! haha thank God fr him (:

clipboard from eemin!

ty eemin n i enjoy toking to u and i always take ur advices at heart! nui hai zi wan shang bu neng zai wai mian yi ge ren zou! n u r actually so full of insights and beauty from the inside! haha. hope tat u can make it fr more services n its so great to bring u there tgt (: tis is our 9th yr knowing each other since childcare!!:D <3!

ty grace, john 14:27 was the verse my ps emphasize last wk too! thanks so much<3!

ty jovina,esther n simin fr the doraemon cupboard though u guys dint take out the price tag haha

plus thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday and anw today wasnt a gd day. special great thanks to kwan who is so... so supportive and encouraging. thanks fr turning me to prayer as the first remedy to my sadness and God is rly working in u n u're growing so so much n fast! yo LG leader, u're gona impact many lives out there!(: i love u! and thanks gladys hanying engting. i noe i looked scary juz now, but u guys were stil there fr men gladys u're so thoughtful!(: btw its nt cuz of mr chng brrr lol oh n benjamin fr being sensible to help shout qi li xing li. (: he actually haf all his siblings in RV le! ok anw pray tat tmr wil b a btr day, n let go, let God! im nt strong enuf to face all these, but its u who calmed the stormy seas in my life, n strengthen my inner soul.much more ahead gbgb <3!

yay can go OBS alr!!!!! n b'div, we're gonna jiayou fr tmr's match yep!(: gdnite!

190110

2010-01-19T21:53:00.015+08:00

firstly, happy birthday to shawn sim too!:D hitting ppl's head wif ur big fat balloon n carrying 1 dollar coins on train n lrt n everywhere!

whoa feel so blessed, thanks guys who wished and remembered tis day even though i dint mention abt it to anyone other than ppl who keep asking me wad i wan fr my bday! lol.

first present received from my sis aft years since!:D:D red iphone cover!

2nd present from jiejie shaeron!:D

my virtual cake from audrey!

my dad treating my sis n i to this some chi poney restaurant at concord, ~~

thanks san yi fr treating dinner to celebrate mjj n my bday at seafood restaurant! though we ate snails (!!)

espirit umbrella, cookie monster shirt n sports --- from MJJ,KJJ and presley!:D

converse sneakers and artbox pencilbox from huang lihui and shawn sim! oh man HLH, i muz rly rly say tat our telepathy is stil super strong there yay!! whoa i love u guys, tyty! im so sry fr splurging on u 2 wallets, but i rly appreciate it <3! sssl, yes next yr mayb! hah. happy carrying 70 + 1 dollar coins yea(:

artbox pencil box from lois and shimin and engting!

huge huge card from lois n kwan! so super touched by the letter although lois ong, u rushed it out in the morning, writing so super big luh lol. but yes, i enjoy being wif u n as u said, shitting tgt too hahaha. n kwan! u make a huge impact in my life too, dun tink i'll b able to express the gratitude to God for putting we 3 tgt and i believe we're put fr great reasons, so that we'll b christ-centred and reflecting His light to others yep! i love u long silver! (n many ppl's leg kena scratched cuz of the super big card!!)

cushion and nike shirt from beloved volleyballers!!

thanks ho sian sian fr the personal letter n yes, i'll defnitely keep it cuz i'l rly need it anytime! n i noe u'll b there, tahnks so much darling, u're rly supportive too!4yrs le, n can rly see the great much much better change in u!:D <3
khoo ziyu fr reminding me abt uncles giving me discounts agn.. and yes, wadever u wrote, i felt the same n urs is in 9 more days, AUNTIE!:D by then, i'll spam my thoughts fr u(:
jiayu, thanks! yea keep shining n striving for God!
joyce, gen, gina, waimun, joya n all, u guys r great great teammates even though this might b my last yr wif u guys, but tis 4yrs definitely have its up n down, but yet, we're still there fr one another yep?(: thanks oso for the crumpler last yr which i haf splurged on u guys, yet u all r so generous n loving!:D i love u guys loads!!

wallet from joshua tay, yaoqing and danish!
u 3 once shorties, dun tink when u guys haf grown taller, u all can call me auntie ok! esp. yq and danish. sry if i may sound naggy to u 2 xiao didi, but its fr ur own gd !:D and joshua tay, muscles r nt everything n u noe tat rly well:D thank u fr being such a great great great fren whom i can rly confide and seek help from in up n down times! u're a man of great wisdom and vessel for God, n im beginning to look to u!(: yes, keep shining!

papaya from rae foo n lois ong!
u 2 horrible! i finished the papaya fr dinner btw hoho. ty so much fr even considering to bring a durian as my present! hah. nowonder lois ong ask me wad fruit i lyk yest:S Rae foo u're a rly special little girl yet wif a special horrible laughter. but i love the way u simply r!(:

doraemon keychain n contact lens case from joshua ang:D
hah i lyk the part in ur letter when u mention tat u're apologetic fr nt having enuf time when i nid help or wadsoever, cuz most of the time r spent eating n slping lol! yes, pangsai n tok abt the smell. open urself up to frens n noe tat there r stil frens out there whom u can rely n trust on but nt to the fullest extend, cuz Jesus is our best fren whom will nv leave nor forsake us yep?(: ty so much fr being such a wonderful and caring fren, oh, n dun always describe urself lyk a pig ah! tyty fr searching my present despite injuring ur both knees, im so sry! takecare n nid help, u noe.

cake tin, bear pen, smiley pouch, some pills, artbox pencil box and loadsa toblerone choco from yifei, heping, bella, jaslyn, songning isit? haha 2L girls!
u girls nv fail to make my day and heping, do noe tat everytime u way super happily, it rly cheers me up and i miss the days where we sit tgt, toking throughout every lessons n nv getting scolded.. thank u girls fr making a diff. in me n i love u all!(:

handphone strap from 4K!
thanks every 34 4K members fr being great classmates, n rly hope we can treasure our last yr tgt creating legacy! hah ty!

Shoes from hanying! ty soso much moly lee, noe tat whether u're a rly enthu or solemn girl or wadsoever, everyone loves who u r n juz b urself! u're a rly sensible and gentle girl actually, i believe u:D ty so much fr helping to collate the whole class msg into a bk fr me, <3!!!

doraemon toothbrush and mug, contact lens case and nail clipper from yifan, michelle,sze nee, jialing, hanying, miriam, gladys and joya <3!
u girls rly make a difference to wad 4K is lyk n having u guys as a part brings me joy n thanks fr bearing wif my crap, great yr ahead wif u guys!:D

rest of the pic post next time. soso happy that so many of the ppl who writes the letter even include 'God bless you", whether they r christians or not, u guys r so thoughtful and juz... ah, i can oni say i love all of u!

oh n witness a girl fainting flat on the mrt train tis morning. quite shocked, but according to joshua tay, she tripped over a guy's bag. sounds quite ridiculous, but thank God she gain consciousness once she reached jurong east n.. phew.

gdnite! (:

2010-01-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

hello!:D went out wif siannee gen jiayu to queensway instead of self-training as they get kneepad (which they dint), n as i get someone's adidas sling bag ($$$!!!) and also siannee got her PINKY puma bag which i guess she'll b bringing tmr hah. its nice on her though she alr haf tons n mountains of bags! oh n pencil boxes! had a great time wif them yayy. think i saw bryan yap from cell grp n.. ends up stil dint call him in case wrong lol. pangsai at macs too, pity the girl who went to the only cubicla aft me. such fragrance. aftall, everyone pangsai, its juz the matter of where n when yep. ;) btw takecare eemin fr ur --, cya tmr!:D

on my way bak, saw tis ultra tall lady n took a pic of her. hope she doesnt sue me fr posting. look at the distance it takes fr her head to hit the top of the mrt cabin n the comparison beside the auntie next to her! so amazing. same God, diff. types of ppl!hah.

the metal ting around the track rly seem to b falling off soon. careful ppl! muz rly learn to prioritize my time, work tis yr le. jiayou peeps and joya, cannot MIA so often le! takcare<3

OBS soon!

gdnite!(:

2009-12-31T15:45:00.005+08:00

oh man, a big black eagle clinged onto me when i was walking bak home via the new route, pass tampines secondary campus. oh man... its super traumatic n i'l nv take tat path ever agn.

watched avatar wif dayi, mary jiejie n presley. they watched twice alr n said its superb. but i actually fell asleep inside. haiya if its 5stars rating alr, yet i stil slp, wad other movies to watch??

currently watching hai pai tian xin n autumn concerto. so contrasting plots. anw happy new yr eve ppl, great tings r ahead in 2010 amen! :D

2009-12-19T11:09:00.002+08:00

yest!
had training at rvps agn n as usual, their indoor court is rly slippery! carn rly zhan wen. but anw aft tat had bbq at siannee's hse to celebrate gen n joyce's bday. wanted to shock them by bursting a plastic bag wif a fork (since sn's hse has no balloons, party popper, etc). but it turn out tat it wasnt even a burst sound but those kinda lao4 hong1 sound. gen n joyce turn around lyk *wad r u dng* face. brrrrrrrr but nvm.. caked gen n joyce when they came over n thanks joyce n pengsiang :S played vball n etc wif loadsa food! thanks so much sn's mum. haha. play n stink alot. so bathe at her hse. sry fr taking ur shirt fbt towel etc! hahaha. n pls pack ur room ho sian sian. had fun n thanks guys esp. ziyu sn joyce gen who were there! hope jiayu waimun gina would come too. but anw i love u guys! bye!(:

choices,decisions,consequences

2009-12-03T11:41:00.004+08:00

hello~ ever thought about wads ur goal in life and wad u're living for? i am thinking abt all these somehow right now! realise that u can either live fr the sake of living or live a meaningful life w/o regrets when the end time comes.life is full of choices! u cannot not make a choice. even when u choose not to decide, tats also a choice. hmmm~ i shud start penning down my goals! and i rly hope Lord you'll reveal the plans u haf for me, to let me uphold ur name and serve u abba, n i rly hope i can explore the world, to set up orphanages and rly impact lives! big dreams, but wif God all things are possible(: amen and byee!

true character is molded in hard times(:

p.s praying for u. hope u'll stay strong in him and noe tat he's rly rly there for u!

2009-12-01T15:54:00.029+08:00

back from beijing 26nov-1dec'09! arrived at 6am and wanted to avoid the $4 surcharge since its b4 7am, so my dad, sis n i went to eat at killiney first. took cab at around 7.15am to realise tat surcharge actually starts at 7am! brrrr. my sis n i were home-sick for the first 2 days cuz everythings chinese and history and walking! really miss da yi, mary and karen jiejie and presley! glad tat the tour ppl r rly nice n funny. thank God for everything!

im rly rly missing ppl who r from the same tour D: anw time to get back adapting to singapore's super fast paced life. went wif papa and jiejie and muz rly say tat beijing is a place oni suitable fr ppl who appreciates rly exquisite and magnificent historical structures. if nt... its mostly walking and walking and slping on the bus. but i enjoyed myself whoa!:D sad tat mummy carn join us tgt over there, but tats cuz shes in a much much better place wif daddy God now! (: walked tian an men, tian tan, great wall, xiu shui, wang fu jie, olympic niao chao, forbidden city, summer palace etc etc. the food there is... oh man. we had one dinner wif 10dishes of dumplings.
either fried, pan-fried, in soup, or wif other ingredient inside. i guess everyone on our table almost vomitted hah. whole tour had 70ppl which is power-packed, so split to 2 buses and btw (!!) theres tis guy who look SUPER alike luo zhi xiang!! hahaha. but tats oni if u take a glance but cannot stare. when i wore my specs on the 3rd day, xin tong. it doesnt look lyk at all.. ahhh nvm hahaha. his hair and dressing is 100% alike luo zhi xiang tats y. but my sis claim tat hes pleasant looking so.. oh well hahaha. n she juz nice caught a pic of him in da pic we took. judge it urself :D the one on the right.

a dog caged to b escorted overseas.(it was right beside me!!) interesting.

@ tian1 tan2

@ tian an men

@forbidden city / gu4 gong1

1st night hotel

personal hot spring!

breakfast buffet

jade shop

uncompleted and remnants of Disneyland

Great wall of china!

my record!

factory making tings out of bronze wire

@ shi san ling. leg tired aft climbing great wall!

street sales

tea house

5 star hotel

went to walmart to stock up on snacks and plastic bags r expensive over there! so all r in my windbreaker!

old beijing street which was since 500+ yrs ago!

chinese wedding on the streets

china's version of explanade theatre

super strict inspection

silk market. famous mai4 ya2 tang2 guy!

Night performance

Panda zoo

summer palace

olympic % shui3 li4 fang1

1990 asian games spot (where all athletes go fr leg massage)

seat which yaoming sat on!

3167th shaolin kungfu show

zheng yang men

finally...

others:
rachel & me <3! hua chi-ers :D

Randy!:D

randy's bro-jude!:D

airport

im glad to b back wif u guys agn <3! bye!

2009-11-14T21:08:00.001+08:00

Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it. -Albert Smith

2009-11-14T20:49:00.003+08:00

whoaa new balance real run results r out!:D ran 10km last sunday and thank God,ranked 28,completed 10Km Women's Junior in 1hr 3min 42s amen!

joshua ang takecare over at china and dun come bak wif a big belly and cause earthquake! (:

byebye!

2009-11-14T00:06:00.001+08:00

Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are. -Malcolm S. Forbes

2009-11-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

hello!:D went out wif my sis to nihon mura and eat till no limit. went to revenue house thinking got promotion buffet, so quickly take cab down. ends up promo ended le, so wasted! can actually eat nihon mura at tampines too, saving cab $$ and paying same price. brrr anw nvm! so long since i've gone out wif my sis alone, great day!:D then....xin xue lai chao, pierced ear tgt! oh man. hear alot of ppl say its juz lyk ants bite. n i realised i've been cheated. nt true.. kinda pain actually. but anw its over! bought a pair of smiley earring fr rae foo (same as mine) n yay! haha.
worse thing is... the person say carn eat chicken, seafood and egg.
then 2L chalet bbq how!!! i bring my home salad go there eat..? ehhhhh~ so i decided to juz eat!thank God for every food :D :D

reading this book: totally God's. wow, rly an eye-opener. reveals so so much truth and application in life and im rly anticipated aft every page!:D anw learning alot of things each day, so sry ppl if i've done sth unwise or in haste or wadsoever that may haf hurt. (btw sry kwan, heh weird! but juz rly wana apologise fr my random mood tat day which totally has got nth to do wif u at all. i love u alright!:D )

so looking forward to 2L chalet where i can meet every single one of u agn cuz i miss u guys <3! God bless it to b a time fr bonding,joy,peace and laughter hohoho. (merry christmas. says yude) lol! realise his thinking is rly cute. whole day keep deejay jozy-ing. duno wads tat.he haf a v v woman comb, those kind of big big spread out round round de. duno how to depict. but anw used it to scratch danish leg to wake him up, abt to comb yuhong's leg hair, and back to combing yude's hair. :O gross. btw, sofia is emigrating to melbourne le. cheer up miriam! ppl come n go, but all these things definitely happen for good for those who believes yep! rly hope life is gonna b much more fulfilling over there for sofia <3! God bless!

random pics.

gdnite ppl!(:

2009-11-06T15:48:00.005+08:00

yo~ :D children's camp is finally over! special thanks to kwan, joshua tay n lois ong!:D rly learn alot through this camp n im sry if it has caused u guys to lose ur voice or wad, but "though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day"! :D i noe im getting to closer to my wish yay :D realise tat no matter how playful or naughty they may b, but u definitely noe tat they haf no motives or anything, innocent boys abtwnd girls! learnt balloon sculpturing too and, fun! (:

random pics.

then brought my little cuz out to walk, cuz she failed 2 subjects n scared she can no longer go out of house anymore, so... trap in the arcade for 1 hr cuz she likes playing bball and the hammer ting:S totally amazed by ppl who keep slotting their card n WAH!! SOME CAN HAF 500BUCKS INSIDE MAN. then keep kiaping the sweets till they manage to win the minnie mouse pillow. oh man.. that pillow can actually cost them near 50bucks and.. they dun realise. arcade is rly addictive and u come out wif nth but mayb juz sweets and joy, which can nv b fulfilling luh, nvm!

3K chalet coming, hope we can rly take this opportunity to bond and haf fun tgt!(:
sry fr the belated bday lingeng.

ahhhh i miss 2L-ers, and 3K ppl and everyone srsly. zai jian!

2009-10-28T20:46:00.005+08:00

finally updating agn! haha.
firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS! you've been a great encouragement and blessing to everyone around u n rly respect n learn alot from u! stay cheerful and faithful! n finally as old as me alr, v gd haha.

ok.
juz felt a rly strong anointing to text mag n i rly rly rly hope shes alright. aft every trials and failings, realise, God is the only constant. (: somehow, i guess we rly haf to stand firm n strong in Him, if nt its v easy fr us to stray away and not know our purpose in life,oso according to shimin yea. (:

n LOIS ONG! GET WELL SOON YO, TAKECARE N STOP SOUNDING SO MANLY, u sorethroat woman! :D <3!

KOH JIAYU TOO! hope tat you're recovering fast from ur injury during cheerleading n i believe u're doing a gd job jiayou!:D <3!

randomly landed to huey chyi's blog ( http://woodytomb.livejournal.com/ ) and read on this roses thing which seems kinda interesting lol.

This is called hyacinth. 风信子.
风信子 - 凝聚生命力、自我丰盛
I guess you give these flowers to encourage ppl bah. :D Like giving them strength and power. -------------quoted.

wah, flower oso haf so many meaning!

then,

- 1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses I love you
- 6 Roses I wanna be yours
- 7 Roses I’m infatuated with you
- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can’t stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying “I love you” with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can’t stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

pity guys having to spend so much $$ on so so so many/much roses luh. ex till the max! if 1 rose is $2.50, 999roses = $2497.50 (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) faints* hah if everlasting and eternal love needs to b shown through this super big sum, yet does not assures, wad more God's love hahahha. whoaaa!

anw nid helpers fr children's camp from 3-5 nov 8.30-10.30am. anyone can help?(:

last 2 days of sch n so glad, whole 3K's gonna promote tgt(: hope tat we'll grow more bonded tgt n.. i noe we can:D love all of u muahhaha .theres still chalet! 9-11nov

ok, i haven bathe yet, agn :D byebye!

2009-09-09T23:20:00.001+08:00

aft a long long long long long time, im finally posting agn! :D its da 090909, happy birthday zhang yifei! studied wif lois and afttat met up wif yifei lihui rae jaslyn songning congyu to dinner at seoul garden at bugis junction. 26bucks per person! ate lyk crazy women and we spotted a cute boy who is in charge of replenishing the meat section de. huang lihui is interested in dat boy and da meat he serve~~ overloaded wif food lyk crazy and thanks to jaslyn for finishing 2 big bowls of a total of 10scoops of ice cream i tink, and she had stomachache aft coming out lol! juz cuz we wana fnish as much leftover if not every 100g waste = $5!

then thnaks to jas, yet rae dare to sae:who ask u to eat 1:S lol!bet we finished near a whole pig and 5whole chicken or so. we 7 dua king kong came out at abt 10pm since 7pm, and mamamia! all of us smelled lyk cao da bbq smoke smell. pukes, but hahah rly rly enjoyable. its always so so fun to reunite wif 2L girls who r always so crazy and funny and cute & im part of them!:D haha. thanks to u guys and hope we'll come out more often! yf will post da pics up here once my blogger is working normally the next time. Blessed birthday and hope u lyk da big doraemon! ya, noe u haf 2 big ones side by side(: stay caring, crazy, kind and helpful! u're a fren whom i rly treasure and God bless u, jiayou to those slackers who came and wana chiong bak home soon to submit the LA ppt by 2359 hahaha. love you guys (:

btw my tailbone and spine are aching and hurting agn from my p4 injury which almost led to op., hope everythings gonna b alright for appt to NUH soon!
Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed: save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise--Jeremiah 17:14 (:

gdnite!(:

2009-08-01T18:44:00.002+08:00

:D had math test yest rite in da morning aft temperature taking! then halfway there was announcement, song'my ppl my home'. mid doing test, we haf to stand up to sing da song tgt lol. then mr chng keep asking us to sing but i guess most of us haven memorize da lyrics yet other than danish :S, so we juz rumb wadever words there is lol. and once mr chng went to 3L to tell mr liu abt duno wad, whole class immediately continue doing math test and once hongxiang or duno who shout: lai2 liao3! , everyone synchro sang: be shared wif da world~~! hah 3K's so cute. loving this class more and more each day whoa!

and im starting to see hanying more differently now thank God. shes actually a v nice girl, OTHER THAN ALL THOSE ASSAULTS AND ANTI-CLUBS SHE FORMED, wif she being da oni fan in there hahaa. today slpt till 6pm! and theres festival of praise! carn go wif lois joshua tay jiayu feli etc but i guess carn make it in time alr. tmr then go haiya.

was so happy during training yest cuz we girls juz kept shouting and encouraging, then winning, and tats wad rly feels lyk a team :D when doing PT wif resistant band, siannee and i were trying to challenge see how far i can pull forward and PIAK!, snapped my face ahhhh. then i used it to swing at her lightly and bet it was pain too, sry! and kohjiayu siao siao, twirl da whole band around me and wah, twirl and twirl and lol, tink all of us had a gd laf whenever we do crazy tings tgt. kinda addicted to facebook's waka waka and oh man.. cannot! shall try not signing in to fb for 1 wk..

&joya super direct, tis guy whom i shall save his face walk pass us and she juz said: wah, zuo mo you ren na jiang gay de bag. oh man.. hope he dint hear it lol. and realise shawn sim is...lol. next time see him call him hey yo!sean kingston! and he: you l way to beautiful girl~~ :D tyty. LOL. siao. shall start typing formal letter to miss lee for lang arts hmk! math is getting tougher and tougher brrr. jiayou ppl! byebye! :)

2009-07-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

hello! haven been updating for super long haha. anw on sat, went for rendition at shimin's church tgt wif engting lois and met waimun meiling yuxian huixian timothy pengcheng much more yay:D aft tat went for hillsong-the zone! wif lois and joshua. whoaa! i love it:D so so so so so many ppl there n many life saved amen:D God is touching lives in this getting more and more unfeeling world (: anw shall post some random pics!

pics taken at bio lab when we were examing sheep's heart!
(carn upload pics now duno y, will update!)

anw having braces now. whoaa pain. but its getting btr each day and gd food is coming on its way!:D i miss pizza hut's new pizza forgot wads it called and sakae buffet! my aim next month. anw training is so so tiring. like this phrase "the task ahead of you is never as great as the power within you" .so motivating! and i got hit by 3 remedials. ive rly gotta do sth abt my attitude and stop being so happy-go-lucky haiya. anw joel kena hit by 3 too lol. JIAYOU! haf to bring a best fren's pic for tmr chi lesson hmmmm. interesting. in search of unglam pics of ---.hah. byebye!

2009-07-14T21:37:00.003+08:00

the most lovable woman i've met whom i'l nv forget. wrote whole half book of my speech to u, so wun post it up here. hope u'll love it, rather than a papaya, and... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HLH! I LOVE U! :D

14/7/09

2009-07-12T19:57:00.004+08:00

true life story:

a girl slept with 17men.
mum scolded: u lyk them sleeping and touching u so much?!?
girl cried: i hate it whenever they touch me, but they are the ones who said to
me, i love you.

so heart-wrenching. all this world simply need, is love. teenagers hugging and kissing at staircases, parks, etc. its all cuz their parents aren't showering them the acceptance and love they so ever need.

eg. a toddler clings tightly onto their parent when they r in a new environment. but when the parent gif them a sense of assurance and security, they would slowly open towards the environment and dare to venture about, touching and exploring. eventually, they'll go back to their parent, where they find comfort. its juz lyk a car on a journey,the parent acts like the patrol station. somewhere the car needs to rely and go bak to aft a long ride for recharge. likewise, juz lyk a home, its a place for refuge, where we guys go bak to find love, all we need, juz lyk wad a car needs after a long day. but this world is getting more n more judgemental. ultimately, we r left wif choices to choose between being loved by the world of condemnation, or being loved by the one n only who is filled wif righteousness and who does not impute sin when we fail.

where sin increases, grace super abound(: nt to sin more, but to b consciened that when we sin, we r assured that they haf been forgiven by his unmeritted favour,grace.

it is when we r weak, we r strong.

left wif math ws 2 and 3 undone. oh man. jiayou ppl b4 sch starts agn in 11 hrs time(: byee!

2009-07-10T11:12:00.003+08:00

juz had separators in my teeth yest and the rubberband snapped when putting and PIAK! blood D: gonna put braces next fri alr AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. forced by my dad but wells. im gonna miss u good food. wait fr me, in 2 yrs time... haiz. welcome porridge to my life. anw going off for art project and IVLE at tampines starbucks wif lois joya joel and danish le:D byee!

2009-07-04T14:20:00.001+08:00

tag replies! (:

4 Jul 09, 10:38
Joshua: hello (:
-->hello!muz win da sudoku comp. n jiayou fr training ltr yep!

28 Jun 09, 14:16
shimin: mannnn sounds so fun! so sad i couldnt go T_T
--> hello!:D hah nvm, stil got alot of chance!:D this mon youth day u can make it?(:

27 Jun 09, 19:44
LOIS(:: HELLOO JULIA((: yes yes ytd was funn whoohoo and we managed to ride the double bike and get found last in hide and seek WHOOHOO! *feels accomplished* haha okayokay see you on mon!!
-->lol! loi song! yupyup great accomplishment hiding n sitting on garbage bags:D fun being out wif u n class!(: art how and mon still meeting up?(:

27 Jun 09, 18:18
Eelin: HELLO:) it was fun yesterday DDD lets have more of this outing
-->hah yep! fun wif u haha. but u had more fun wif him** uh :P jkjk, im glad u shared wif me more abt ur personal stuffs tat day tgt wif engting n i oni then realise, wah, eelin oso has such depth uh (:

27 Jun 09, 14:40
lihui: hahaha noob! hahahahhahaa you go your san yi house never scare all those children off ah?
-->wah i got tat scary meh! sae sry. lol, i nv eat them up they v happy alr :O

25 Jun 09, 19:20
TAYLIN HAHA.: HI HAHA. LOL.I am being random xD :P:P:P:P
-->TAYLINNN!:D i heard from kp wad u told her! tue go question u lol! u're so cute! carn belief i said tat but.. ya la. true hahaha

24 Jun 09, 19:55
CARI: HELLO JULIALIM(JULIA.BLOGSPOT.COM) LOL (:
--> cariii!:D thanks so much fr ur PE pants yest day last min rescue:D

24 Jun 09, 13:33
uzee: HELLOHELLO beachvolley girl!xD
-->hello!:D i still duno which player are u.. (:

24 Jun 09, 09:22
di: hello
--> hello, agn:D

2009-07-04T13:00:00.005+08:00

hello!(:

wow. i manage to nt post fr 1 whole wk:D

anw 3K went to get buy 1 get 1 free ben n jerry icecream on wed! 12 turned up-xingjie danish choonzuan eelin yunfei jovina xuanyi jialing shimin engting lois and i went and aft tat played hide n seek. woots, lois n i were the last to be caught, agn!:D then sit at da high high staircase there tok and tok. danish, stop rummaging my image ok. im nt as auntie and old as u tink, u black! :P

thur! had CID and man... had a super ultra duper gd laf aft so long! haha:D gotta catch up wif huanglihui and rly love toking to her cuz... whenever we dun feel lyk toking, its alright. n whenever we felt lyk, we could squeeze out wadever crap. HLH and i played truth or dare wif ci en and dex. by guessing the no. tat will come out from the calculator those random no. pre warning u guys nv ever play dare devil wif ci en cuz he can tink of the lamest ting for 1 to do:S but its super gd entertainment! hahaha. one of them fr HLH to do is to shout: yaoqing!and doing the thumbs up sign (Face acting cute), clap clap clap, repeat 2 times. then for dex is to use da pencil box to cover the mouth and stand up infront of whole class and shout: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(sa3 jiao1 tone), bu1 yao4 zhe4 yang4 qi1 fu4 ren2 ma. imagine da act cool dex doing such girly stuffs lol! in the end they oni did quietly among us luh. hah so cute. aft CID lesson, ci en then revealed tat he cheated wif the calculator :S but its rly great being wif 2L-ers:D went bak wif lois and shimin aft seeing ppl play bball, play vball and ran 4 rounds:D anw it was a super tiring day and during chem lesson, mr lee explained a qn 4-5 times i tink, n i saw 5ppl in our class slping, 10+ spacing out and mayb oni hanying paying attention. LOL. oh, shes my tablemate now. imagine my life.... *cry* hah no la no la. shes fun to play wif but v stress beside her. and her hand super itchy. keep eating my privacy man!

fri! aft sch played vball wif kaiping hongkai and pengsiang for awhile. realised i deprove a little partly oso cuz of my ankle which rly restricts me to move faster. God heal me and i shall me healed!save me and i will b saved, for u are the one i praise. (jeremiah 17:14) went fr subway wif kp and shopped around + prepare stuffs fr some VIP's birthday in 2 wks time.. hah. gonna get busy cuz of her. n she shall feel guilty and touched man. wohoho (: anw we're doing these cuz we love her, n she noes tat:D so nice catching up wif kp aft such a long time since, cuz we oso seldom tok even though we're from da same CID group. next time can take train bak wif her too since ive shifted to tampines le. aft tat reached hm n changed and went wif my cuz for her cell group's chalet. reached hm 12+am. tired!

today morning woke up and caught up wif flu. at first i was quite sian abt it until alfino sudd said: any flu-like symptoms = can get MC and miss chem test, math quiz and oso, height and weight taking!!!!!!!!! whoaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D but i noe i'll get btr by God's grace. so... amen!:D

tmr meeting felicia agn fr service! yay!:D cya feli.

gotta start on chem alr. cya and jiayou ppl!

2009-06-28T17:09:00.002+08:00

went out fr lunch wif my dad and sis @ century square's Sakae! mamamia:D tmr sch's reopening and i hope i can still fit into the uniform:S as i was eating, i sudd thought, is being a doctor rly the path i wanted to walk. i've this strong urge to open an orphanage in future man. cuz i tink abandoned children are most easily impacted and this is the chance for me to share the gospel and let them noe that they are loved, whoaa!:D i belief this is a revealation for me(: juz a random post and time to chiong last min hmk, agn...... jiayou ppl and look forward to see u guys agn aft such a long time!:D bye!

2009-06-27T09:55:00.007+08:00

hello! (:
went to san yi's house for dinner on thur nite to celebrate her bday!

had 3K class outing again on friday! many backout last min, ended up wif oni lois engting xuanyi eelin choonzuan danish yuhong and i, but i guess it was stil fun!:D went to sentosa and it was rly hot in the afternoon. guess everyone were quite bored. then went for cycling etc. n play soccer-vball.oh! n i thot engting how to cycle! though im lousy enuf and she hasnt rly succeed yet. but JIAYOU! :D

play etc and went bak vivo at abt 6+?pm sat outside the tapping machine pass ting till 8+pm 'stoning' according to yuhong. lol but i guess it was fun crapping and stonning tgt passing chips around as the girls freak out tgt over boys over flowers whereas the guys gave tat v lame look and lois n i juz tok crap wif them:S hah. wanted to catch a movie but transformers oni start at 8.30pm and duration:2hr 30min! can slp. and too late for some to stay bak. but yay, everyone who turned up are able to stay till late night and initially, we wanted to buy DVD to watch at xuanyi's hse, but too late fr da girls.

so.. went to sky garden to play hide and seek! fun!scandalous eelin and choonzuan uh. lois and i were determined to nt be the first pair to b caught agn aft 3rounds! last round, we hid in the bush, sitting on garbage bags and a twig. haha! tats nt kiasu ok. it was rather comfortable :P N WE WERE THE LAST TO BE CAUGHT HOORAY!, finally. then everyone left at near 11pm and guess everyone kena grounded. thank God everything went smoothly!

pictures!

2009-06-22T09:42:00.000+08:00

hello! (:

sports camp 18-20jun!

more pics on jiali and chin hong's facebook!
love them:D feel so comforted when azlee trust telling me abt his family and parents problem to me and b4 leaving, he said ty julia, hope to c u in my sch next yr.

and jon lee and rachel chang who used to call me names and kajiao me on the first 2 days came to sae ty and yayyy, rachel added on facebook! shes so tomboy and i rmb even brandon oso scared of her. but shes in fact a rly sweet and caring girl!

and shahidah, ain, regene, xingjie, jiaying, daryl,nouvo , khairah, so many more. wow they inspired me to mayb open a kindergarten or orphanage in future, if i carn b a doctor.. haha. big dreams.

on my way home, saw this artist of living statue donation guy @ tampines MRT:

purposely stand there for abt 3min n stil, he dint blink his eyes! nt bad!(:

yest. went for first service wif papa and jiejie. woww, i strongly heed u guys to hear :here in my life by hillsong. was pouring so badly after a long time since. oh man, guess it truly speaks of His almighty power and love(: went for 3rd service agn wif felicia, tgt wif 2 ACSI guys. glad they lyk it and coming agn next wk!:D

he who forgives little loves little.

those who dun forgive are those who does not have a sense or realise that they have been forgiven.

make great sense man! to me.

going for vball outing @ east coast park soon! cya !:D

2009-06-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

some meaningful quotes i came across (:

Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass. It’s about learning to dance in the rain.

Love doesn’t make the world go ’round'; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

and some girly quotes i found on myspace:

I agree with the dictionary; girls before guys.

Dont call me a GODDESS, don't call me a QUEEN,
just call me the cutest PRINCESS you've ever seen.

Just let me shop and no one gets hurt.

Every girl wants 1 guy 2 meet all her needs,
while every guy wants all the girls 2 meet his 1 need.

Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened!

wow, human brain are really powerful to even come out such tings. anyway great day!:D

2009-06-16T17:25:00.000+08:00

tag replies!

HanYun: ZHU-LI-YE!!! i like your post la!!!
--->hello!:D cya on sun <3!

18 Jun 09, 00:48
felicia: hey Julia! <3 =DDD eh i thought service on saturday? ^^ hehe anywya, linked!
--->felili! sat. is youth service,but there wun b for this wk.so... we go for sunday de instead? receive more too(: so.. can anot! muz muz make it b4 sch starts agn n u get busy and carn mkae it agn! <3! and thanks for linking hah

17 Jun 09, 17:36
joyce: hiiesya:D
---> hello! cya on sat fr sports camp!

17 Jun 09, 16:20
Jacquelyn: yea, i hope to attend NCC with you this coming sunday! ;D
17 Jun 09, 16:20
Jacquelyn: Juliaaaaa <3 hahaha ! Linked <3
---> heyy!:D so meet up fr 2nd de if ur parents allow yep! cya!:D:D

16 Jun 09, 18:37
Gladys <3: whoa, u really lost ur voice ah? X: i didnt! LOL.
16 Jun 09, 18:36
Gladys <3: anw, ytd rock totally yeah! cheerios. ILOVE3k'o9!:D
16 Jun 09, 18:36
Gladys <3: aiya watever la hor? x)
16 Jun 09, 18:36
Gladys <3: actually its not rly class pic lor, only 18 ppl. i counted, LOL.
16 Jun 09, 18:36
Gladys <3: yay, class pic! <<<<<< ;D
16 Jun 09, 18:35
Gladys <3: hey hey zhuzhu! (:
---> hey yinging! thanks fr spamming my tagboard:D yup n 3K is rly such a fun and nice class to b in! + u. hoho. somebody's bday coming uh. (: i rmb balloon luh

13 Jun 09, 19:45
cien: lolx. ps abt gettin the verses from my blog. when i gt the skin the no-right-click code was in it le. just lazy to find it and delete it lolx. hahax ps
---> lol nvm, paste for me the next time ok!(: or i'll type it out...

10 Jun 09, 21:12
lihui: sure cannot fit into uniform HAHA
---> chou lh, hey! dint see u at sports camp today.thot u said will oni b around on 1st day. anw cya soon!:D:D

9 Jun 09, 09:38
men: ju, link me?
---> ok!:D <3!
7 Jun 09, 21:23
joshua: lim really hard
---> tay en han, dun anyhow tok agn. n heard tat u cut botak ahhh.then dun dare to meet some one else, so ur chao ji ah ma bk which u borrowed from her is wif me now! how to pass to u uh

7 Jun 09, 18:08
shimin: hehe yeah! (refers to lois' tag below )
7 Jun 09, 15:20
LOIS(:: heyyyo JULIA LIM! hahaha missed you loads (auntie) haha see you soon okay! and take care!!!<3
---> ty to u 2:D so sweet! hahaa<3

2009-06-16T10:29:00.000+08:00

Morning!:D tampines was raining so super heavily tis morning then i was pondering abt whether i shud go. got heavier so dint go for training in the end... oops sry.. yest 3K CIP @ east coast park pick rubbish. joya, lois and i picked real loadsa rubbish and i guess joya kinda regretted oversleeping and having to join both of us rather than yunfei and jovina who alr threw their gloves less than 20mins aft having to pick, and alr finished their breakfast at 7-11! haiya! we picked all the way to the v v v v far end of ECP where theres almost nobody and of cuz... we slacked abit only ya:D aft everything, played vball wif lois,joya,danish,xingjie and lingeng. nt bad! quite fun haha. then da bao subway to BK to join the girls.

aft tat had class bonding activities! bet everyone could have loss abt 2 kg of sweat from yest's games. played lao ying zhua xiao ji, freeze and melt, elope,truth or dare and captain ball! starting, they were saying that lao ying zhua xiao ji was rly childish, but aft tat iguess we enjoyed, except for the lao ying can. real tiring! captain ball oso v fun, i wonder how choonzuan and zhiyang catch such power ball srsly! wah, feel so proud of our sch bballers haha. and lingeng and danish, both not v tall but jump above me and lois' head anytime anywhere unseen luh. play cheat! and jovina can rly catch balls! hah. joya arh.. nid improvement!:D jkjk. the last game was freeze and melt i tink. ran lyk crazy and my tactic of screaming to scare guys was real effective!! whoaaa. but i loss my voice today alr heehee(Creaks). the last match was when engting danish and i are the catchers. et was suppose to hold danish's hand.realised shes more sexist than me haha! my descendant. so in the end, i was in the middle, one side holding engting, one side holding danish. starting i almost knock to a tree when both of them ran diff. direction luh. ran lyk crazy ppl. nowonder my wrist keep on having the crack sound when i rotate today. eeyer. lol.

really enjoyed myself wif 3K!(: thank God that all of us were safe and well kept. thanks ppl, great bonding!(: cya soon!

2009-06-09T09:26:00.000+08:00

Good morning!:D

wana post abt auntie emily, who've migrated to china and they're coming bak in july! :D :D miss them so much plus the kids, annabelle,caleb and ezra!:D and uncle kelvin, my only tuition teacher so far haha(: thank him rly much to allow my pri 6 1st term exam to jump from 195/300 to PSLE 253/300! :D

on MSN from auntie emily:
btw Caleb and Ezra are very close to each other. Caleb is a very caring brother, can you imagine, he will bath for Ezra, fry eggs for him, feed him. Who will do that for anyone
I asked Ezra whom do you love most in this world, he said mummy and Caleb. Most meant one person only, but he still insisted that he loves Caleb and me. What can I said?

i know someone from the museum whoaaa(: so glad all of them r living rly well and thank God for his everyday love, protection and guidance!

btw find tis verse rly meaningful: "for out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks." so i tink wad comes out from da mouth, dirty or unpleasant, simply speaks of ur heart yea... wow wow chimalogy hahaha.

shall go and sent food to households le, bye!:D

2009-06-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

hello!:D

yest was a real tiring day!
watched The Classic(korean movie) n da theme song is really nice wif my cousin da previous night.

next morning, woke up at abt 5.50am fr training. turn out tat vball court was occupied so we juz did some drills...v slack.then went bak to lunch wif my sis,cousin n aunt! then went to aunt's church fr YC. hmmmmmmm nt bad!:D i lyk da ambience and feeling! n carolyn cheer up! you're God's beloved and what more, everyone around u loves u!:D really thank her for making me feel closer to da other youths and get to noe much more other ppl! yay!:D thank God! came out at abt 6.40 and rush down to joshua's church ( Trueway Pres.) for starry starry night musical. met siannee and jiayu. oh man.. they dressed so glamly n i feel so... un-par wif them. but whatsoever, at least im.. special?:D jy left at 8.30pm to meet up wif her family.so sry to nt b able to send u all da way up da mrt station cuz of da cat at da escalator luh. during refreshment siannee exposed my unglam image man :S bet joshua got a shock to see a pretty lady actually eating in such a manner. :O lol jk. i still love being who i rly am, n i admit tat im aunty and imageless luh. yet God still love me isnt it? (: went bak at abt 9.30pm and hid behind da bush whereas the as usaul, kpo joshua went to take pic of cyrus n sn tgt......so tat cyrus and siannee can have some mins tgt w/o our interference uh(: hope tings r getting btr!(: took train with joshua till tiong bahru as i took all da way to tampines. (tats a v unlikely scene to happen agn cuz i dun lyk being 1-1 wif guys!)thanks to my sis cuz n aunt fr waiting over dere to sent me home via da shortcut:D feel so loved for everything! :D

actually wanted to have a macdonald meal aft alighting, but someone told me mac icecream is :fatfat. n tat motivated me to resist my temptation. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. anw thanks fr da kinderjoy and monkey from msia:D reach home ate chips plus red bean soup plus grapefruit juice and slept rite imeediately. oh no. so fattening! shall start doing more exercises b4 i carn fit into da RV curtain uniform aft hols luh.

today!:D
nth much. most of the time spent in marina square eating and shopping wif my sis and dad. then went for church service! preacher was hillsong's senior pastor Brian Houston n the msg was abt: no more excuses! (:

shall go n bathe now. slp early ppl! byee!:D

2009-06-05T10:22:00.000+08:00

good morning! my sis is out for training so i can finally use her laptop!:D

had training yest. n coach wasnt here.. so quite slack(: ziyu and siannee went fr sports camp, which seems much more tiring than ours, so.. good luck:D & so happy!!!went out wif rae and lihui and they're so accomodative! staying at tampines currently and they're willing to come all the way to tampines wif me to shop around, eat and tok:D it was juz a usual hang out wif frens, but hanging out wif them juz makes me feel so delighted and joyed juz as i hear those familiar caring aunties's voices of lihui and the cute sexist voices of rae. and tgt wif them, they produce a fren lyk me uh, birds of a feather flock tgt? (: but i only meant caring and cute :O lol jk. yup so i rly enjoyed myself even at doing the simplest ting wif them and rly hope to go out more often wif u guys yo! and more others!:D

oh and this brownie..

cause u to gain 5kg per brownie i tink. ultra chocolaty and fatty and sweet. but its free at least!:D someone gave my aunt. anw juz random, find it real meticulously done and pretty tats y (:

shall not go bak to the habit of chionging all hol. hmk in the last 3days alr. off to read chao ji ah ma.. jiayou ppl!(: bye!

2009-06-05T09:15:00.000+08:00

personal dedication to chin ci en:

i noe u've a gd intention to comfort and encourage me but u're afraid that i'll cry and u hate girls who cry n u'll start scolding and shrieking or wadever yea. but juz as the verses you mentioned, Hebrew 12:11- now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievious: nevertheless afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby.

(:

and ur words on the blog are free anw, scared ppl rip for wad!and i haf to type everything u've typed again to post them here. .

but yup, thanks for the thoughts and effort!(: rly.

will paste the whole verses over here once u're online to send them to me yep!:D

and thanks to all who tagged to encourage. im alright!(: life goes on, and its oni gonna get btr each day if u trust and put God in ur circumstances every step u walk. thanks to my aunt, mary jiejie and karen jiejie for being such sweet women who's always there to hear us out and understand(: and also allowing us to stay over there and let me n my jiejie truly feel at home! (though its at tampines hoho) indeed, im blessed:D

2009-05-29T01:21:00.000+08:00

Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

2 I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust."

3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence.

4 He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

5 You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,

6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.

7 A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.

8 You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.

9 If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-

10 then no harm will befall you,
no disaster will come near your tent.

11 For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;

12 they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."

finally updating!

thank God for his abunding grace upon me to face everything courageously. It's such a blessing to be a child of God(: juz lyk apostle paul, in all tings give thanks uh(: despite being in the midst, i belief God is in control. although i rly rly dun understand, haf i been treated as a fool wif false hope, report showing mummy to b completely healed, next moment reflecting oni Satan's work, i tink its pointless, but all i could do is to trust in the Almighty. For his peace, strength, family, frens, teacher, so so much more! all things will heal in time to come and get on wif life man julia!

oh n special thanks to zhang lao shi..i duno if its gd or bad abt she not seeking my privacy beforehand, but mayb its sth gd tat i nid nt hide anything wif my classmates n frens.. wells i duno(:

anw thanks to ppl below for ur encouragement(according to time of sending in):

lois
shimin
joshua ang
zhang laoshi
lihui
esther
joya
jovina
xuanyi
cynthia
eelin
heping
ziyu
eva
gladys
sarah teo
yude
bolun
engting
joyce
xingjie
yunfei
joel
szenee
siannee
hanying
benjamin
jialing
joshua tay
kin sun
sofia
auntie janet
ci en
rae
danish
auntie rebecca
yifei

& thanks to all those who have been by our side rendering their most appreciated help and warmth all this while, if not we wouldnt have been able to face all these.
whoaa feel so blessed(: gdnite!

2009-04-29T02:15:00.000+08:00

JOYA LEE JIE YING!

thanks for this super cute doraemon fr my tis yr's birthday+fording in fr the crumpler tgt wif vballers!!:D:D

and send me da pic u rmb when u send me off at changi airport last yr dec de!hey luckily i stil haf our sec 1 pic hah
:D

hah rly had crazy times wif u and thanks for being so thoughtful and accepting(: happy 15th and see the time im posting tis! 29/4 2.45a.m ! feel honoured lol:D n im sososososo sry fr forgetting tat theres no sch tmr tats y dint bring ur present!im so sry!! but anw tmr as u go jp, call me n i'll meet u at chi garden or wad?:D hah muz b spending ur bday wif UH HEM and we extra de lor.shant go further la, u.. always nag at u n i rly hope at least 10% of wad i nag wil go into ur head ok joya lee!rmb ur lesson and dun put ur whole heart into things tat are not rly firm and ...ya u noe de.stay cheerful and emo is bad fr health! and not worthwhile either(: one life, live it. oh ho.lol.love u and blessed day<3! oh and learn to laf more gracefully although its RLY hard fr u la!ltr once u open ur mouth then all da guys zao qi fang ba mian immediately lo.including UH HEM.hah, takecare and cya tmr!:D
oh ya tmr no sch!ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i even set alarm clock alr. nvm meet at chi garden once u reach ok!gdmorning!

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yay 2 days of self study= can wake up later!!gonna meet lois and shimin on thur and study and snack!so fun out wif both of them + engting and hanying to sumo house today aft sch(: sumos eating sumo house:S then me lois and shimin, no- lois,shimin and i(kena corrected by lois more than 10times alr) to fairprice.when da fairprice auntie stare at us then we change spot and stand and talk again.then nth to buy aft abt 1+hr then go to mac and sit and,tok agn w/o buying anything lol.then go clementi city vibe.they bought waffles then went up and sit on the floor outside shophouses, and tok agn!realise we 3 can rly rly tok alot luh.though we look lyk real guai kias.errrr?haha.so look forward to OBS!! we were thinking of da grouping and which guy is da best partner and all sorts of weird stufs luh, and realise we r all hua chi over both girls and guys:O lol. lois go for 3 sec1 cute boyboy and shimin go for mr chng heng guan HAH! if his son sees this, i tink mr chng's wife gonna go find shimin and shes so cham oh no. and i go for...heehee(blushing)-joel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yoohoo!ultimate cuteness.duno if hes irritated wif me always saying him cute,mayb i should learn to contain my emotions.wells anw i love 3K ahah random.but i rly tink tat its juz april and we are alr counted quite bonded lor. and its a fun class to me:D miss 2L! hope we'll meet up soon again(: ok end here,its 2.40am now and dexter tan's conver sudd pop out. woahh xiao dex. so creative? errrrr,....heh. anw gdmorning ppl! off to slp! bye!:D

2009-04-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

tag replies

25 Apr 09, 19:14
xuqin: HI JULIA! you are so damn cute! must telll ur mum to take care! you also!
-->lol!xuqin thanks fr tat,u made my day hahaha!oh im cute lol!yep ty my dear,<3!

24 Apr 09, 21:58
sofia: HELLO JULIAAAAAAA(:
-->HELLO !!dint noe u mino de!:D we-no-tall. haha.<3

24 Apr 09, 19:18
zhiliang: lolz got ur blog from felicia
24 Apr 09, 19:18
zhiliang: dunno hu am i?
24 Apr 09, 19:18
zhiliang: lolz nice blog congratz on ur mums healing
-->Hello:D er yep i noe u,but sry tat i noe u in a bad way,where u used my blue skirt fr ur 1K performance and rite aft tat juz throw bak to me,somemore return da wrong skirt, and da second time is when u tore our 2L posters down... lol.but anw tats da past so nvm luh hah, thanks fr tagging!:D

23 Apr 09, 21:15
joshua: wah your blog damn dead man
-->ps la, u oso en3han1,MYE alr stil tag?lol slacker, jiayou n takecare!(:

2009-04-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

hey ppl!:D

MYE r here in 12days if im nt wrong?hah im stil in da slacking mood though, but wadsoever luh, happy jiu hao lol:D yay mummy's birthday is juz nice on da last day of MYE math paper 2!then papa and jiejie's birthday are arriving straight in a wk too.WHOOHOO IM SO EXCITED TO DO MYSTERIOUS AND EXCITING PLANNINGS AGAIN YAY!
but i shall wish tis woman happy 15th birthday on 27/4 first juz in case i carn use e com tat day, ...................

NEO KAIPING - KAIPIG! HAPPY SWEET 15! FINALLY AS OLD AS ME ALR! muahaha,thanks for being such such such great fren who haf been by my side through rain or shine, and sry fr being direct at times which haf hurt u in one way or another and accepting who i am:D its so great to haf such a fren lyk u!i admit theres a period where i rly haf da strong urge to pull out ur fringe cuz its so irritating la grrr, but u're pretty fr being who u r yo miss neo!hope tat u'll nt oni pursue love from relationships now which would nt b long lasting, but focus and realise tat theres actually so much frens around u who can gif u much more love than u nid yea!:D love u and haf a blessed and joyful day!:D

pic taken when u guys helped me celebrated my bday tis yr in 3K hah thanks and u look lyk u juz wokeup la aiyo.

n yest. thanks to benson! so nice seeing lois smile again haha.thank God! okay, jiayou ppl, byee!

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2009-04-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

22 Apr 09, 20:59
Anonymous Person: Praise the Lord that your mom is healed! Your family must have gone thorugh many difficult times. May He be always with u to protect ur family. What a wonderful miracle!
-->yay Amen our Lord is great. and thanks!:D :D

22 Apr 09, 20:45
felicia: link me juliaaa!!! =D
22 Apr 09, 20:28
felicia: GLAD TO HEAD THE GOOD NEWS ABOUT YOUR MUM JULIAA!!!! =DD <3 take care my dear!
-->Link le!dun forget our date in june tgt okay<3!

22 Apr 09, 20:15
xuanyi: HELLO JULIA! ;D
22 Apr 09, 18:35
Miriam: hello julialimjulia!!!
21 Apr 09, 22:51
di: hello ;D hahaha.
-->hello xuanyi mAriam and joshua ang!:D mariam i got ur present le!tmr pass to u n happy belated birthday!stay cute n cheerful!:D

18 Apr 09, 20:50
Vishnupriyah: Heyy julia..still rmbr me 6a?..hehe..nice blog n missing u loads..link me also pls!..hehe..tc!
-->hey vishunu!:D of cuz i rmb u yo!imiss u too!takecare and meet up soon!cya!(:

18 Apr 09, 09:14
dy: haha hope ur mom is fine now (:
-->yay ty:D and thanks for coming to my blog oni cuz ur dota hang or lag uh.lol

17 Apr 09, 22:53
CARI: hello julia! LOL!
--> hello!:D great job fr syf! <3

16 Apr 09, 21:24
songning: Hello again. Hahas. Ur words v light leh. Cant rlly see. Lols.
-->:D but i duno how to change da col! can help me hah

16 Apr 09, 21:21
HanYun: HI JULIAA! i seriosuly miss you loadddddddddds! take cares and all the best for ur studies! hahahs. loves you! cheeeeeeeers!
-->yoohoo!:D i miss u too!and the times where we spam da whole sakae's counter food and smashing da rice under stacks of plates and being so auntie luh,so fun out wif u yo,june agn hor!:D

15 Apr 09, 18:04
CYN: hello. LOL. your font colour very dificult to see neh 0.0
-->hi cynthia!i duno how to change e col. ahhhh

2009-04-17T18:26:00.001+08:00

Oh ya can anyone teach me how to change the font colour? :D

2009-04-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

HEY PPL I WANA PROUDLY LOUDLY OPENLY DECLARE A MIRACLE:

MY MUMMY IS HEALED! :D:D

OH MAN IM RLY NEAR FLYING OH NO HOWHOWHOW!!! THOUGH IM FAT ENUF TO CARN FLY, BUT IMAGINE HOW GOD'S WONDER IS UPON US! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:D

3days ago, mummy went bak to e hospital for scan and tis time, found 4 tumors in her stomach. she went fr biopsy to take blood samples from da 4 lumps and its cancer. but do we belief tat those tumors are gonna dampen our faith and conquer us? NO WAY MAN. thanks to pastor Henry who came and annoint mummy and build her trust as well as auntie rebecca who run up and down willingly and graciously fr us, auntie emily,auntie janet,auntie sim leng and auntie saulai etc and so many ppl around who rly give mummy the support and open new glory to her each day!
juz tis morning, da doctor book a slot for her to do again da biopsy though she tinks tat mummy muz b kidding abt redoing a scan when it alr show da 4 prominent lumps. but realise, its not wad the doctor says, but wad GOD SAYS. and juz in 5mins time, noe wad does da blood test show?only blood, but no cancer cells at all!the doctor dint belief, then did another test. yet it proof so(:

miracles are juz unexplainable as long as God is in the midst of it. how long does it take to happen? in no time, as long as we sustain our faith in HIM ALONE.! the doctors are so so shocked and amazed and told mummy tat tis is the first time they ever seen such tings happening, all glory to jesus!

- With God all things are possible ---------Matthew 19:26

- I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me ---------- Philippians 4:13

oh now HOWWWWWWW, I LOVE MY LORD, WHO IS ALWAYS WALKING BESIDE ME, PICKING ME UP WHEN IM FALLING, BRINGING ME BAK TO THE RIGHT TRACK WHEN IM LOST, ACCEPTING AND FORGIVING ME DESPITE ME BEING UNDESERVING, PROTECTING ME FROM THE EVIL ONES WHEREVER I GO. I LOVE LIFE.

whatever we've gone through as a family tgt since 2005 till today, all things are healed and all things r well, with the Lord in control. I noe, our object of faith has given us what we haf to this very day, and i wana b someone who shines with Jesus' glory!!! AMEN!:D

indeed, there may b people who may have eyes that do not see and ears that do not hear, but those who belief, know that hes in fact right by ur side, listening to ur every prayers, understanding ur heart even deeper than what u noe. As He is, so are we in this world! without Him, we cannot. Without us, He will not! i wana exault Him,let the world noe that Hes the king of kings and lord of lords! its so great to be greatly blessed, highly favoured and deeply love(:

YAY!
thanks to zhang lao shi too seriously. hah shes so tie1 xin1! realise shes not juz a teacher who juz teach n get her job done, but she also bother to ask abt my mum's condition time and again and tok to my mum on the phone.v scary though lol. im so glad that she also agrees, tat our Lord is good :D

and SPECIAL SPECIAL THANKS TO RVPG!:D U GUYS R REAL GREAT. AND I MEAN IT. u guys rly gave me a pillar of support last yr tat i see hope in spite of darkness ahead. thanks so much for da conference calls, prayers, fasting and everything u guys done for me in the name of Jesus, i feel so blessed with u guys!:D

-francis,jiayu,felicia tan,kristalynn,ernchuen,joshua tay,mag,cyrus,roy,hey so much more!:D thank you to each one of u sincerely !

yayy Amen!

2009-04-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

14/4/09'S TOPIC OF DISCUSSION: HOW AWESOME IS JOSHUA TAY?

he rocks, (the chair)

joshua says:
post about my awesomeness
joshua says:
please
joshua says:
im so awesome
joshua says:
i exude awesomeness la
joshua says:
im like
joshua says:
the perfect epitome of awesomeness

KABOOM!

oh, actually he juz woke up from his own nightmare. this post is redundant in fact. sry fr your attention. gdnite! :D